a random kind of bliss

And finally...

2011-01-26T21:44:00.001+08:00

And trust me, the book us awesome!^^ and easy to understand. But it helps if u have good memory^_^
It's for conversational thingy, not reading/writing tho. Just what i need as i am a dummy. Hehs.
So, let's see how far i can go with this book ya? As for tonight, i'm trying to understand the diff between 'formal polite' speech, 'informal polite' speech, 'intimate' speech and 'plain' speech!^_^

Till later!
Love,
Vee!

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Regarding the last post

2011-01-25T16:48:00.001+08:00

I received my Guitar for Dummies today and expecting for my Korean for Dummies in a couple of days.
One thing i won't deny about MPHonline is that their capabilities in PR. I was mad and didn't sound much professional in my last email, but their reply is still in modest and professional way. And so far, on week days, they respond to email within a day. Thumbs up.
As for the packaging of d book which i actually forgot to take pix of, it's..actually making me very happy. They wrapped d book with extra care. There's a layer of plastic n then some spongy thingy covering it.
Well, i won't say no to shopping via mphonline again, and i would still suggest my family and friends to shop there but...i'd advise them to read properly and don't put up their expectation too high at first as we don't we wether luck is on our side or not.

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What to expect when dealing with MPH online

2011-01-21T15:39:00.001+08:00

Don't be blinded by the cheaper deals they offer u. This is where "you get what u've paid for" tag comes in.
On the 11th Jan, i bought two books. Korean for Dummies and Guitar for Dummies (when im supposed to buy Shopping Online @mph for Dummies instead). I paid for the full amount of fees. And yes, i was so happy that i got the books at 25% discounts! "It's so cheap!" i told my friends.
On the site, it said, the books will be sen out within three working days, so i was surprised when i checked and found out my book hasn't been sent yet after three working days. I emailed the customer service. I was then informed that Korean for Dummies is out of stock n will only be available in a few weeks. I was also informed that Guitar for Dummies will be shipped to me as planned and i was given choices; to proceed with the order for Korean for Dummies and wait or to cancel. So, i asked, "will there be extra charges?" and the reply came in, "no extra charges."
But to this day, (21/01/11) no sign of the book, Guitar for Dummies. How long is actually three working days in MPHonline's term? So i checked the website and i found out that d details of my order are gone. Yes, GONE!

I was supershocked so i email them again. I asked about the Guitar for Dummies too. You see, the postage fare was rm22-24(cant remember)..it's so not reasonable if they are using lame old school stamp post, right? If using express post, why hasn't it reach me yet? Ten days passed by, with nothing!
N u know what? Mph online said i've to pay extra postal charge IF i want my guitar for dummies post out to me first! Wth? Luckily i'm that kind of person who doesn't delete my emails! I was pissed off so i sent them a screen shot of their email to me regarding "no extra charge" n such. Only then i received another reply, saying it'll b posted out(via Pos Laju) without any extra cost, n it'll reach me within 4working days. Duuh! 3working days in their term equals 10days, so can you guys help me to count 4working days in their term? Thankyu!
I've been buying so many things online, and this; is my worst experience! Well, at least they reply emails in formal manner, unlike stupid Kuching branch of Skynet (another long story).
So, guys, be careful. Yes, it's cheap. And i'm sure they won't scam ur money away, but be extra careful. Keep all the details of your purchase. Don't expect anything high. Their service fails me, they might fail u too.

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Pindah rumah

2011-01-15T11:04:00.001+08:00

Tuan rumah tengah angkut barang-barang utk pindah ke rumah(blog) baru. Sini hanya akan tinggal kenangan. N mayb jadi tempat tepek fangirling stuff. Kot la ada yg berminat nak jengah rumah baru, jut leave me ur contact. I'll send u d link^^

Ps: hi, org melaka!

.....

2011-01-08T15:45:00.001+08:00

Whats wrong?
U tell me.
T_T

Cupcakes (chapter6)

2011-01-06T18:17:00.001+08:00

Vee woke up towards the glistening light of the sun through her window. She sat up and yawned. She added a deep sigh since she knew that today wasn’t going to be a good day. No day would be a good day if she had to spend it with Hyun Joong. She got up and prepared herself for work. She wore her huge sunglasses since she was still pretty sleepy and her eyes looked tired. She headed towards the dressing room and she spotted all of them keeping themselves busy.

The younger, Hyung Joon was busy text messaging his brother Kibum and constantly reminding him to clean the edges of the toilet at their place. Jungmin was busy juggling three phones as he picked up a call from the other, tried to call someone in the other one and texted someone in the third phone trying to take care of his business. Young Saeng was practicing his voice along with Kyu Jong and they would argue when someone hit the wrong note.

And him! Vee didn’t even want to know what he was doing but eventually she glanced at him and saw him staring at his phone as if he was waiting for someone to call him. Vee placed her bag down and started to grab some clothes. She was going to move the old clothes they used for the photoshoot away and put it into the storage closet for the clothes to make room for the new clothes. Vee placed them on the hamper.

“Hyung, stop staring at your phone, you’re going to melt that.” Kyu Jong said as he turned to look at Hyun Joong and everyone else turned to face him even the busy Jungmin.

“He’s right, why are you even staring at it in the first place? Did you forget how to use a phone? Hyung Joon ah, teach your hyung how to use a cellphone again. Yes? Hello? Yeah sure!” Jungmin said as he instructed Hyung Joon and went back to his phone call.

“Are you waiting for her call again?” Hyung Joon asked and Vee heard this. She was listening as she continued to put the clothes away, this time, moving really slow.

“Hyung, that was only a reality show. Hwang Bo noona has a boyfriend remember? Leave it alone.” Hyung Joon said and continued to text on his cellphone.

“Whatever.” Hyun Joong said and he got up with a depressed look and left the room. Even though Vee obviously had a cold heart towards Hyun Joong she couldn’t help but feel bad for him. She wanted to run after him but she’d be a little obvious, plus, Hyun Joong would just make fun of her, make stupid jokes about her and tick her off.

Vee headed out of the room leaving the busy members to their duty and she brought the hamper along with her and headed towards the storage closet. She opened the door and jumped at the sudden sight of Hyun Joong reaching for the doorknob.

“Can’t you see I was busy?” Hyun Joong said at her, and to her surprise he wasn’t raising his voice at her.

“What makes you think you’re king of the world? Besides, this is the storage closet for the clothes not a private phone booth. Get out before I kick you out.” Vee said as she pushed him aside and shoved the hamper inside along with herself.

“You really are a worthless rude girl aren’t you?” Hyun Joong said and Vee stopped bringing out the clothes. That angered her a lot. She wasn’t rude, well sometimes but what person wasn’t? And she definitely was not worthless.

“Say that again straight at my face Kim Hyun Joong!” Vee said as she approached him putting her face closer to his.

“You’re a worthless rude girl! No man in this whole world would even think of asking you out!” Hyun Joong said and Vee chuckled at how ridiculous his comment was. She looked at him as if she wanted to punch him. Which was what she wanted to do but she knew she couldn’t because it would cause her to lose her own job. Vee decided to slap him.

“Don’t you dare say that at my face!” Vee said and she was about to slap Hyun Joong on the other cheek but he grabbed her wrist and pulled her in for a kiss. Vee wasn’t acting up. She didn’t even dare to slap him on the face no matter how much her hand wanted to. Her hand was practically fighting itself from slapping him and she cracked into her sense and shoved him off.

The two stared at each other for a moment after that and they were still a couple of inches apart. Hyun Joong didn’t look into her eyes but stared at the ground looking depressed while Vee on the other hand was staring at him intensely with a confused expression. She didn’t know whether to be mad or feel bad about how he seems to be acting up. There was something wrong with Hyun Joong and she couldn’t pin point the exact reason to why he could be like that.

“What the fuck is wrong with you?” Vee practically yelled at him and was still staring at him the same way. Hyun Joong didn’t reply and decided to just walk away which he eventually did after a couple of minutes of silence. Vee decided to ignore everything and went back to work, still disturbed over what happened a while back.

Lunch came and Vee stayed at her usual spot in the cafeteria. Vee was just holding on her half bitten sandwich while staring at practically nothing. Her mind was still drifted off towards what happened earlier and she can’t put the pieces to the puzzle.

“What’s wrong?” A familiar voice spoke and Vee snapped at her trance and looked up to see a wide smiling Stephanie and a confused looking Manuela. The two sat on the opposite end with their food. Stephanie was still smiling and Manuela was waiting for Vee to answer her question but Vee decided to ignore it and go back to thinking.

“Are the boys giving you a hard time? Rather, is Hyun Joong bothering you as usual again?” Manuela asked but still no response. She got a bit creeped out and snapped her fingers in front of Vee’s face and Vee look at Manuela as if she was some kind of lost puppy.

“It’s just… Never mind I don’t want to talk about it.” Vee said and stood up not finishing her meal and dumping it in the trash bin while exiting the cafeteria leaving the two girls worried and confused.

“This has something to do with Hyun Joong sshi, doesn’t it?” Stephanie asked.

“Anything that probably gives her out of the ordinary most likely means it has something that has to do with him. Since she doesn’t want to talk about it I guess we should just leave it be. I don’t want to be in any kind of mess anyway.” Manuela said and continued to eat.

Vee made her way through the hallway and was thinking intensely as she looked as if she was hugging herself as she was walking through the hallway. She was bumping into people but she was ignoring this fact. She made her way outside for some fresh air.

“Vee, what the hell is wrong with you. Pull yourself together. He’s an asshole, that was something kind of expected.” Vee said as she was softly slapping both her cheeks. She turned to the side and saw a familiar figure. It was Hyun Joong. He was staring outside at the view from the 5th floor.

“Oh great.” Vee whispered to herself as she looked at him. She was about to leave when…

“What the hell are you doing here?” a voice spoke and it was Hyun Joong’s. Not only did that voice annoy her nor not only was it the person who was making her feel angry but it was his question. What was he now, the king of the 5th floor?

“You don’t own this place.” Vee simply replied.

“Neither do you.” Hyun Joong retorted and Vee snickered.

“Yeah sure whatever, I never said I did.” Vee retorted back as she crossed her arms and Hyun Joong shook his head while chuckling to himself softly.

“I never said I did either.” Hyun Joong said and Vee thought of what he said and he was right. He never said that he owned the 5th floor.

“W-well, you don’t have the right to asked me what I’m doing here! And whatever I’m doing here is none of your business! You don’t see me asking you what you’re doing here!” Vee said.

“And about earlier.” Vee began.

“Nothing happened. Just shut your trap okay? If you try to pull off a controversy or scandal from that then you must be stupid. Cause you’ll be sucked in and a lot of people, including our fan club Triple S, will be after you.” Hyun Joong said as he came closer to Vee and hit her shoulder on his way back inside the building. Vee’s hands balled into fists. He was definitely annoying her.

Jackass!!! First you tease me and mock me, you disrespect me with your lame ass kiss which was a total disgust and now you threaten me with your fans? Bring it on Kim Hyun Joong, nothing you bring will take me down!

Cookies

2010-12-21T22:33:00.001+08:00

‘FAMOUS AMOS’ CHOCOLATE COOKIES RECIPE
Ingredients
1 bar butter
1/2 cup granulated sugar
1/2 cup brown sugar
2 eggs
1 tsp. vanilla
2 cups flour
2 1/2 cups oatmeal, blended to powder
1/2 tsp. salt
1 tsp. baking soda
1 tsp. baking powder
340g chocolate chips
250g Chocolate bar, grated
100g nuts (your choice), chopped

Method
1. Preheat oven at 190C
2. Cream the butter and both sugars
3. Add eggs and vanilla, mix evenly
4. Fold in flour, oatmeal, salt, baking powder, and soda.
5. Add chocolate chips, grated chocolate bar and nuts. Mix well (I used my hands in a food grade plastic bag, as it is too thick for my mixer).
6. Roll into small balls (around 1 inch in diameter) and place two inches apart on a cookie sheet/tray.
7. Bake for 10 minutes at 190 C.

When the cookies are removed, they are soft. But when left cool, it will harden up and become slightly crisp outside (but chewy inside).

Credits to Suzettecooks.com

Ps: the amount of sugar had been reduce to half the original amount.

The day i have to say it out loud.

2010-12-20T02:56:00.001+08:00

Ive misdeleted my whole draft! Great!

I, don't talk bout others. Its not something I do. And I dont talk behind people.
But these whole thing has limitation too. And i had enough.
The one who cries, always expected to be the victim. Just watch CSI and u'll understand.
The lion that roar will always the bad one and the deer that was injured, always the victim. Pffftttt~ lame. Judgmental much. And thats how everyone does it! Listen to one side and simply judge. Taking sides. Did they even try to ask both sides? No.
There's this person, who recently said that i should respect her opinion. I wonder, should i? Coz she is not respecting mine, obviously. And then she came out with "oh we should stop talking to each other!" for she said i didn't try to accept her the way she is, by the way she talks. As what she said, was not mean to critic. And i should have understand her after these few months, that her words are simply opinions. So, i have to accept, respect her and can't expect her to do the same? Wow! Then, does she Accept me for the way i am? The overly sensitive me? No. Does she understand that simple words without explaination will make me think its a critic? No. Hehs. Oh, did i say i ask for her opinion at the first place? No. I didnt.
Fair?
And after the "we should not talk anymore" thingy, i politely asked her to unfollow me from ny private account. And again, she scolded me for how easy i took things and make one as a stranger. Hey, be real! I'm not an average attention seeker who needs 9275215282752419followers on my private account. It's for people i trusted and love.
Why would i want someone who will not talk to me anymore, to be there? So she can read me rambling? Tho nothing is gonna be about her, but i do not think i want someone like that in my private life. =_=;
By an instant, someone else knew it was me who made her mad. She was so heated up, i found out later she ramble on her place. Oh well, thats her right to do so. As for me, i can assure u, even in my private account, i didnt talk about her, or the incident. And by keeping it that way, i'm the one at fault. Great!

This will be the first, and the last bout her. Was sad to loose a friend, but ones have to choose, who worth the pain, coz people will hurt eventually. And she, for all she did, is not worth any tears. (or even a post actually but ive to let it out.)

Ps: i manage not to use cursing words. Its..=_=; im not here to attract cheap attention.

Cupcake (chapter 5)

2010-12-19T09:22:00.001+08:00

“I want to kill him… I want to kill him… I want to kill him… I want to kill him…” Vee kept repeating to herself like a mantra while she had her fingers run through her hair, pulling it back while leaning towards the table and trying to relieve stress. Hyun Joong Stress.

“Yo, what’s with the look on your face?” Manuela suddenly popped out with coffee in her hand as she sat on the opposite side of Vee.

“I just want to kill him! If I had the chance I would! I swear to the very first child being born on this second that I really hate him! Hate isn’t even enough to describe it! Let alone my expressions!” Vee said practically freaking out and looking as if she’s about to have a frantic break down from the stress she’s getting from Hyun Joong.

“Well you two started off bad. And I guess that got stuck. First impressions last after all and I guess the impression you gave one another was even beyond worst. Well if you can’t stand it and he seems to be fine with it then I guess you’ll be the one exerting the effort of finding that spot where you two can get along really well.” Manuela said.

“Ha ha! Are you joking? Seriously? I have to be the one to exert the effort? In fact I can sell his personal shit to the media and make a million bucks and not have to work for his ass anymore!” Vee said and she was being too loud that other people began to whisper and look at her.

“Shh, people are looking at you. And well it kinda is. He’s the star. No matter what you dish on him nobody will really believe you. Fans will just defend him and call you a liar. And of course you’ll get kicked out of your job.” Manuela said.

“I’d chose to die than to be in one room with him even for just a second.” Vee said as she was crushing the empty plastic cup in her hand. Manuela definitely does not want to get on Vee’s wrong side. After much talk Vee finally left, a little relieved and headed back towards the DSP Entertainment building. Upon passing there some of the people whom where with her earlier began to whisper to one another but she decided to ignore it.

She headed towards the dressing room and of course she found Hyun Joong sitting on the couch reading a magazine. She glared at him for a short moment then entered and ignored him throughout the process. She began to go through the rack of clothes and rearrange them.

“Umm… Vee sshi…” Young Saeng said approaching her with caution, not wanting to get on her rough side like what Hyun Joong did.

“Yes Young Saeng sshi?” Vee said with a bright smile and that was Young Saeng’s signal to him being on her good side and being in good terms with her. Young Saeng smiled back brightly.

“I never got the chance to welcome you as our new outfit coordinator! Welcome!” Young Saeng said brightly and upon hearing this Hyun Joong rolled his eyes. Kiss Up, he thought.

Vee wanted to relax and of course if she was going to work there she needed some friends. Being a little bit close with Manuela and Stephanie and she texted both of them to meet up at the cafeteria at the ground floor. The girls headed there and began to have lunch together.

“So, how’s work so far?” Stephanie asked and Manuela nudged her and Stephanie gave her a confused look.

“Not so good. I don’t really wanna talk about work right now. That’s why I even messaged you guys to come eat with me.” Vee said flatly.

“Oh, mianhae… (sorry…)” Stephanie said silently and shoved a piece of her large cookie into her mouth instead.

“Oh, by the way, you work as the coordinator of SS501 right?” Stephanie asked as she took in another piece of her giant cookie. Vee nodded her head with an expression as if she looked dead or rather tired… When in reality she was more stressed because of the thought of the group and their leader being Kim Hyun Joong. She found it nearly impossible for a man like him to lead anything right.

“You’re so lucky…” Stephanie said silently but Vee heard this. And upon hearing it, she gave Stephanie a look, saying she seemed crazy for just simply calling Vee ‘lucky’ to be working day and night with SS501.

“Anybody who’s in love with one them is the only person who has the guts to say that.” Vee said as she sipped from her mocha tea and Manuela was grinning at her.

“What?” Vee asked as she looked at Manuela suspiciously who suddenly turned to face Stephanie. Vee turned her head to see what was up with Stephanie and she caught Stephanie’s head low yet she could still see her new found friend blushing madly.

“Oh my god…” Vee said at the thought of what she just found out. Stephanie liked one of them. No, Stephanie loves one of them.

“You’re one of them…” Vee said in a quiet squeaky voice.

“Well you can’t blame her for liking them. What’s not to like, they are very handsome and they have their own respective charms.” Manuela said.

“Oh god, not you too.” Vee said in a whisper form as her face scrunched as she looked at the two.

“You have to at least admit that you like one of them Vee.” Manuela said and Vee got to thinking about it. She did like one of them, although she was not sure who. But it was definitely not Hyun Joong.

“Well… Who do you two like?” Vee asked out of curiosity.

“Kyu Jong.” Stephanie answered quickly and lowered her head again to continue her massive blushing.

“Young Saeng.” Manuela said and Vee was quite surprised. A person like Manuela actually likes a guy like Young Saeng? Well he seemed like the type who was easy to boss around and it seems as if he could make any girl melt for his sensational voice. But Vee still doesn’t know who was handsome, and that excluded Hyun Joong.

Vee had to leave after their 30 minutes of break and headed back to the building. The girls stayed behind at the cafeteria to continue finishing their food. Vee headed towards the dressing room and to her luck Hyun Joong was not there. She sighed in relief and went through the stacks of clothing and started rearranging them again. Someone suddenly entered the room and she quickly turned her head to spot Jungmin. Jungmin flashed a sweet smile at her and Vee returned one as well.

“Are you feeling alright now?” Jungmin asked as he grabbed the chair by the dresser and sat near Vee who was stacking the clothes by the couch. Vee nodded her head not responding.

“I’m guessing you are since you seem preoccupied stacking all of those clothes. Anyway, your first day seemed rough but don’t worry. As long as you concentrate on work and just think of Hyun Joong hyung as some kind of mannequin you can make it through the day.” Jungmin said.

“How do you guys stand him? He doesn’t seem like the leader type at all.” Vee said and Jungmin sighed as he looked at how innocent she seemed not really knowing about Hyun Joong.

“The side that Hyun Joong is showing you is something we haven’t seen before. We never even knew he was capable of being cruel to a person like that, and most especially a girl. A girl to him is someone delicate and who needs love even if the girl herself is a cold hearted witch he would still treat her well.” Jungmin said and Vee could not believe what he just said. That wasn’t much information but she was by far shocked.

“Hyun Joong hyung is a very nice man. He’s caring and sweet and he’s wise with his words even if his voice sounds like he’s drunk. Hyun Joong defends the people he loves, his family, friends, fans and us, his fellow members. You probably clicked his wrong side which caused you to act that way towards him. I think if cool off for a bit, you two might start on a different track and finally get along. Give it some time okay?” Jungmin added and finished as he patted Vee’s back slowly.

Jungmin got up from his place and grabbed his phone from the table dresser and walked out of the room. Vee sighed to herself and thought about everything that Jungmin just told her. She wasn’t sure if she should believe it. She doesn’t even know if Hyun Joong sent Jungmin in to say that. But whatever it was, she found it hard to believe.

I’m sorry Jungmin sshi, I cannot believe anything you just said. Unless he shows this kind of side to me, with sincerity and not some kind of show, then I’ll believe you, as for now, I don’t find it true. Vee thought and continued to stack the rest of the clothes.

To whom it may concern

2010-12-16T21:53:00.001+08:00

If you got something to say, say it to my face, not behind my back. If u are talking behind my back, u're in good position to kiss my ass.

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Mukai's address!

2010-12-15T23:53:00.001+08:00

My Triple S in Japan went thru all the trouble to contact Mukai's company!^_^
im so thankful to her!

@vee501 I called HORI agency ^^ address 〒153-8660 1-2-5 Shimomegro,Meguro-ku,Tokyo-to,Japan tel +81-3-4330-4260 HORI AGENCY Co,Ltd Osamu Mukai http://www.horiagency.co.jp/web_data/company.html

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Cupcake (chapter four)

2010-11-26T20:14:00.001+08:00

Inhale, Exhale, Inhale, Exhale…

Vee kept repeating the mantra in her head as she was getting ready to leave her apartment and head back to work. The fights she recently had with Hyun Joong made her have less sleep last night that she couldn’t control herself any longer. It was choking her as if she couldn’t breathe anymore. Today was her very first assignment. She was to be in-charge of the boys’ photo shoot for High Cut.

She left her home an hour after repeating the mantra and arrived. She was greeted by a sweet Stephanie who had to leave quickly due to some problems then next came Manuela who was pretty much occupied with a tower of papers to even recognize Vee. She headed to the dressing room where everyone else was and the first to stand was the baby of the group, Hyung Joon. He came up to Vee and bowed in front of her flashing his ever so cute sweet boy smile.

“Annyeong Haseyo! (Hello!) About the other day. We weren’t able to introduce each other formally but I guess you probably know who I am by now but just to be safe. I’m Kim Hyung Joon, the youngest member of SS501. I already know who you are so no need for an introduction.” Hyung Joon said as he flashed his smile to her once again. The rest followed and Hyun Joong just ignored her. Soon, the manager came to tell them to get ready.

All of them left in a rush and Vee had to pack the clothes they’ll be using since their destination was at the park. As soon as they arrived Vee entered the tent that was made for the boys to dress up in. She laid all the clothes out for all to see and the stylist worked hard with her. To her surprise, Manuela was there.

“Yo!” Manuela greeted her from behind as she continued to fiddle with the clothes.

“So I heard from Stephanie that you accepted the job completely.” Manuela said and Vee nodded her head with a close lipped smile.

“I also heard you got into some kind of fight.” Manuela added and Vee sighed.

“Stephanie?” Vee said in a questionable manner and Manuela shook her head.

“People… Everywhere in the DSPE building. You should watch it. I mean, I’m not saying that you should be afraid of Hyun Joong but the fact is what if you get into some kind of deep trouble for starting an argument with him? I mean, you’d lose your job. Plus, the other co-workers would have some kind of bad first impression on you. First impressions last.” Manuela said and Vee stopped working and turned to her with a smile.

“I don’t really care. I’ve thought to myself that I’d keep my restrictions here as business rather than pleasure or anything that has to do with my social life. I decided to keep my deep social life out of this and only bring it in if necessary. My arguments with that brat would probably still continue, I can’t promise to stop it but…” Vee said and stopped for a second.

“I wouldn’t really care of what others think of me. If they think of me in a negative manner then be it I wouldn’t really care. It’s what they think of me. It’s a simple opinion. But my thought on them, my impression on them would be a fact rather than opinion. I would think of them as gossips and backstabbers because they sure show it. So it’s a fact rather than an opinion.” Vee said and Manuela took some time to sink it in. Oh yes, Hyun Joong’s competition was a smart one.

The photo shoot started and the boys began posing. Vee just stayed inside the tent to avoid some heat from Hyun Joong and to concentrate on preparing their next outfits. While Vee was occupying her mind with work Hyun Joong couldn’t concentrate himself on the photo shoot.

“Hyun Joong ah, would you please fix your poses? We can’t end this portion of the group photo shoot because you can’t stand still or keep your poses right! Stay still as a statue man!” the photographer said and went back behind the lense. Hyun Joong wanted to yell at the photographer but he couldn’t really blame the man. He was simply doing his job and surely Hyun Joong wasn’t doing his quite well.

When the shoot ended the boys had to head back and have lunch with each other. Jungmin thought of treating everyone to lunch so they headed to the nearest restaurant and rented the private room. The boys sat next to each other while on the other end was the photographer, their manager, their stylist, Vee and of course their driver.

Vee was sitting in the middle, opposite of Hyun Joong and she couldn’t help but continue to return his glares. Hyun Joong was poking the Kalbi with his chopsticks as he continued to jab it inside his mouth, while refraining himself from choking. Vee was calm while eating but was continuously glaring at him as she continued to eat, which the stylist, Mikyung noticed.

“Ya, are you alright?” Mikyung asked and Vee snapped her trance to Mikyung as she gave a smile and nodded her head. Vee excused herself for a while and headed to the restroom. She got out of the restroom and was surprised when an arm blocked her path. She turned to see Hyun Joong and her fast beating heart was back to normal. She ignored him and was about to move when behind her came in Hyun Joong’s other arm and sooner or later she was cornered by him on the wall as both his arms blocked her path.

“What do you want peanut brain?” Vee asked as she looked at him and Hyun Joong scoffed.

“Peanut brain? Really? Can’t you think of anything better? And shouldn’t that be your name Ms. Piggy?” Hyun Joong teased as he looked at her from top to bottom and Vee crossed her arms against her chest.

“Whatever! Would you let me go so I can return to the table?” Vee asked and Hyun Joong shook his head.

“Why don’t you just admit it?” Hyun Joong asked and Vee was quite confused.

“That you like me!” Hyun Joong said nearly yelling at her and Vee scoffed and continued to chuckle.

“You wish!” Vee retorted.

“I wish? Don’t you wish that I was your man? It’s pretty obvious you know. I mean come on, what kind of girl doesn’t like me? I know for a fact that you are simply pretending not to like me so you can get my attention and I’ll end up liking you anyway. Why don’t you just admit that that’s your plan from the start.” Hyun Joong said and Vee was at the brink of punching him some sense.

“You really are desperate for a female’s attention huh? You hungry attention seeker. I’m not interested in you or your floppy dull hair and disgusting face so back off!” Vee said and used her arm to drop down Hyun Joong’s arm. He didn’t fight back and let her leave and he followed to head back to the table as well. Vee felt quite disturbed as she continued to eat and look at Hyun Joong with her eyebrows furrowed but this time Hyun Joong was concentrating on the conversation rather than her.

Cupcake (chapter III)

2010-11-26T11:16:00.001+08:00

Stupid idiot. Thinks he’s all that. He ain’t even half as gorgeous as Jungmin. Who does he think he is? Aish! I swear, I’m going to make him miserable for as long as I’ll be working here! Let’s just see how you’ll get through that Kim Hyun Joong!

Vee kept putting those into her thoughts as she was walking down the hallway along with the outfits of SS501. She was preparing for their outfits for their comeback stage on Inkigayo tomorrow. She has been furious at Hyun Joong ever since all those stupid things he has been doing. Like this morning when he pointed her out for pushing him off the couch. Which wasn’t accidental after all.

FLASHBACK:

“I can’t believe you’re working here now! I’m totally happy!” Stephanie said as she was jumping at the lobby while talking to her new found friend Vee.

“I know. But I guess I might not stay long though.” Vee said.

“Oh? How come?” Stephanie asked and Vee regretted saying that.

“I don’t know. I don’t last that long in any of my jobs. Not that I’m not good at it but because I don’t feel the thrill anymore.” Vee said making a proper and believable excuse.

“Oh, well don’t worry. I’ll make sure you keep those thrills considering we are friends and we can talk during lunch. Don’t forget to stop by my spot when you head for lunch okay?” Stephanie said.

“Steph, let’s go!” some girl called her and she bid farewell. Vee made her way to head over to the dressing room and she saw Hyun Joong again. She remembered when he bumped into her earlier. She wanted to do something back so as he was lying down on the couch sleeping and Vee purposely bumped her side on the couch and he fell off the couch just like that.

Hyun Joong got up and the hat he was wearing sunk into his head covering his eyes. He took it off and looked around and saw Vee fixing the clothes on the rack. Hyun Joong gave her a death glare but she was obviously not noticing this and trying to hold back her laughter as she was trying to pretend to fix the clothes.

“Ya! Why the hell did you do that for? What’s the big deal?” Hyun Joong yelled at her and she tried to calm down before facing him and changing her facial expression. But as soon as she turned back she bursts out laughing like crazy, sitting on the floor.

“You think that was funny? What if I got hurt huh? If I broke a bone or something? Do you know that you’ll be paying for that if it does happen?” Hyun Joong said raising his voice at her.

“Ya! Look at this fool! Just because you’re the star and everything doesn’t give you the right to yell at me like that! You better watch your mouth and remember where you came from! First of all you didn’t get hurt so it’s my fault. I didn’t find the incident funny but your face made me laugh so hard. And it was an accident you idiot.” Vee said and went back to work but Hyun Joong grabbed her by the wrist and she made him free her hand.

“Don’t touch me!” Vee said.

END OF FLASHBACK

“Hey!” Stephanie greeted as she caught up with her in the hallway.

“You look really stressed, are you alright?” Stephanie asked and Vee nodded her head. But of course, Stephanie wasn’t buying that fake face. She grabbed Vee by the wrist and pulled her to a café and ordered coffee for both of them and a cupcake.

“Something’s wrong. I can tell you know.” Stephanie said, trying to put on a soft smile and Vee gave in as soon as she sighed.

“That Kim Hyun Joong is getting on my nerves! I swear! One more step and I’ll strangle him to death! Do you know how annoying he is? He’s such a diva!” Vee complained and Stephanie just laughed and Vee gave her a weird look.

“Leave him be. He’s really like that. The others claim that he has his moments. He’s really nice once you get to know him. Maybe the two of you just had a really rough start. You should try to reverse things. Take a step back and restart. If the two of you will continue to treat each other like that, you won’t enjoy working and you’ll get even twice as stressed as you will be during working hours.” Stephanie said and Vee nodded her head. Obviously she had to do everything all over again.

After getting some talk with Stephanie, she began to ease with Stephanie’s mild and hyper personality. She found it cute and it made her want a little sister. Stephanie had to bid Vee goodbye because she had unfinished work to do and she wasn’t really on a break. Vee then realized neither was she. She rushed back to the building and went to the dressing room. Before opening the door, she stood there and sighed and flew her fists in the air.

“Fighting!” she whispered to herself and she heard someone chuckle. She turned to the side and there stood the rest of the remaining members of SS501, Park Jungmin, Heo Young Saeng, Kim Kyu Jong and the youngest member Kim Hyung Joon. Vee felt a flush of pink tint on her cheeks. She moved to the side and bowed her head, not lifting it up until all members got inside the room and closed the door.

“God, must you embarrass yourself a lot Vee? Get yourself together dammit!” Vee said, once again talking to herself. She sighed deeply and opened the door with a wide smile smeared on her face. She approached Hyun Joong who was standing there and eating pudding. She smiled at him and he just had a blank, tired like face at her. She bowed to him, more than 90 degrees maybe, then lifted her head once more, the same expression was still on Hyun Joong’s face.

“We started out rough. I want to restart again.” Vee said and pushed out her hand for him to shake. Hyun Joong just stared at it and looked back at her smiling face.

“I’m Vee, and I’m your new outfit coordinator. I’ll be taking care of the things you’ll be wearing on a daily basis for work. Like on shows, concerts, dramas and more. I hope we can be good friends throughout work!” Vee said. The others just watched as the two were standing right in front of each other. Vee felt like an idiot. Her hand was out but Hyun Joong wasn’t shaking it. He was eating pudding just looking at her. Jungmin couldn’t resist, and he let out a soft chuckle.

Vee’s smile faded, her hand still out and she was staring at her empty hand. Hyun Joong moved away, not wanting to deal with her. Jungmin stood from his place and wrapped his arm around Vee and she still had her hand up.

“Vee sshi, no matter what you do, it’s hard to restart what you’ve done with Hyun Joong. If the two of you got a rough patch from the beginning, it’s not meant to be. It simply means that you two will have to keep your grudges inside and work professionally.” Jungmin said and Vee couldn’t believe what she was hearing. Her expression changed and she pushed Jungmin off of her, not really meaning to but it just so happens that he was pushed off as she flailed her arms and marched up to Hyun Joong.

“Ya! Kim Hyun Joong!” she yelled as she stood in front of a sitting and pudding eating Hyun Joong. Everybody else was surprised, especially Jungmin, except for Hyun Joong himself who was being yelled at it. She flashed her finger in front of his face and he continued to eat.

“Just because you are a star doesn’t mean you can-” Vee was suddenly cut off when Hyun Joong tossed the pudding cup and plastic spoon to the trash can and he stood up, towering her.

“I get it, I get it! I don’t want to hear your speech again okay? Just bug off and do your business.” Hyun Joong said and left an angry woman in that room with the rest of the four members.

Enneagram Test

2010-11-19T20:36:00.002+08:00

took this quiz and its scarily ACCURATE!

"I must be strong"

Asserters are direct, self-reliant, self-confident, and protective.

How to Get Along with Me

• Stand up for yourself... and me.

• Be confident, strong, and direct.

• Don't gossip about me or betray my trust.

• Be vulnerable and share your feelings. See and acknowledge my tender, vulnerable side.

• Give me space to be alone.

• Acknowledge the contributions I make, but don't flatter me.

• I often speak in an assertive way. Don't automatically assume it's a personal attack.

• When I scream, curse, and stomp around, try to remember that's just the way I am.

What I Like About Being a EIGHT

• being independent and self-reliant

• being able to take charge and meet challenges head on

• being courageous, straightforward, and honest

• getting all the enjoyment I can out of life

• supporting, empowering, and protecting those close to me

• upholding just causes

What's Hard About Being a EIGHT

• overwhelming people with my bluntness; scaring them away when I don't intend to

• being restless and impatient with others' incompetence

• sticking my neck out for people and receiving no appreciation for it

• never forgetting injuries or injustices

• putting too much pressure on myself

• getting high blood pressure when people don't obey the rules or when things don't go right

EIGHTs as Children Often

• are independent; have an inner strength and a fighting spirit

• are sometimes loners

• seize control so they won't be controlled

• figure out others' weaknesses

• attack verbally or physically when provoked

• take charge in the family because they perceive themselves as the strongest, or grow up in difficult or abusive surroundings

EIGHTs as Parents

• are often loyal, caring, involved, and devoted

• are sometimes overprotective

• can be demanding, controlling, and rigid

you can take the analysis here too^_^

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Time...

2010-11-14T15:11:00.001+08:00

Time permits redemption; to cleanse the conscience of past sins. Inadvertent sins committed at the convenience of foolish ideals that never availed
Time imparts wisdom, mistakes from past experience taught lessons invaluable to none but that soul which it broke
Time heals all wounds, unseen by the eye; known just as it should be, shared to a few but felt only by one
Time claims all innocence, not knowing right from wrong is the safest place to be before manipulative lips scream shot gun, and morals take the back seat
Time imposes responsibility that trickles in to the most blasé of natures. Cross the line of comfort, take a stand for the pragmatic now
Time leaves just now as nothing but a memory longing to be forgotten; the present a master theft of reminiscent ends
Time found the cure within, bid farewell to yesterday’s disappointments, leave the past where it should be
In time, chains weighed in, broken free

For love, I confessed all secrets. I promise to stay true, that’s all there is.

Time led me to you, but more than ever, it took you away; once again you were nowhere to be found
Time is much harder to come by, not especially reserved for the collision of emotional wrecks; as accolades with all its elements captured mean more to you than me
This time, my heart calls for the comfort of one, none else; in this I need just you
Time would not let things be the way it used to be. My rock, my star, my rock star is weighed down, again chained, from my incessant ornate nature
Time has taught that love is, but not a portrait of perfection to be blessed upon a pedestal;
or it is just me that too often gave benefit reserved into none but doubt, and failed
Time after time, naiveté gets the best of my practical sentiments; the right intentions end up in the wrong situations, another right and I’m (right) back where I started.
Time will take me to a better place.
This too, shall pass.

Time, therein lies the paradox.

It's gonna be just another day...

2010-11-10T19:39:00.001+08:00

12/12/2010
I am supposed to be officially enganged on the date...
We called it out, just in time before too much physical damage has been done...
Don't ask me why...I still dont feel like talking about it. Sigh.
I need time.
And courage.
Until then, good bye, Baby!

You and I Both

2010-11-09T17:03:00.001+08:00

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice and I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing out the whole thing

Oh but at often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright light turns to night
Oh until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

'Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love
Oh the love that I love, yeah

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words than I had ever heard and I feel so alive

'Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see now

Oh love, love, you and I, you and I
Not so little, you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

'Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now

Well then I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of, finally de de de de de de
Well I'm almost finally finally
Well I am free, oh I'm free

And it's okay if you had to go away
Oh, just remember the telephone
Well, they're workin it both ways

But if I never, ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Finally found you someone else and that's okay
'Cause I'll remember everything you sang

'Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now

Well then I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of, finally de de de de de de
Well I'm almost finally, finally out of words

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

An issue to think of

2010-11-09T11:21:00.001+08:00

A lot of people think that they can claim anything that's on the internet as theirs. I haven't reached my boiling point yet, but I know that I'll eventually have to stop my work because of someone's carelessness or greed. As anyone would, people have pride in their work and if someone violates it repeatedly, the only choice the person has left is to stop all together. That's the reality and nothing can change that unless people act maturely and give credit where credit is due. However, I doubt that will ever happen. (quoted @minnieblues)

I feel this girl. People; including those i know, have serious problem with creditting.
Im not going to talk bout things that doesnt happen to me. What happened are already handful.

I run this small group with some friends. We dig facts by watching videos, be it shows, concert, fancams; u name it. We dig through reports, articles, news..the list is endless. We went to blogs, forums, websites, and all these help us well. After gathering the 'facts/trivia' we typed it back. I normally use phone to type n u know how tiring it is. Yet, some people just simply copy everything, including my TYPO without even bother to credit. Hmmpphh...

Then, ideas. I am random. And i can assure you i normally can generate pretty good ideas. I've helped many people when it comes to ideas. Do they credit me? Mostly no.

We're human. Admit that we need recognision. Money isn't the first thing in my mind. But at least don't claim the idea as yours. I was the one who suggested it. It's MY idea! ~~Curse your parents for not being able to help you with your blank brain!~~ Stop using MY idea and take all the credit to yourself. Stop! Stop!

And i have helped some friends who ended up claiming it's their hardwork that get it done. FUCK U!

If people starts giving credits to everyone who earns it, it'll be a better world.

I AM ME

2010-11-08T20:34:00.002+08:00

Everyone is special in their own way. I'm not trying to be different. Or U N I Q U E.
But the last thing i want to hear is people telling me, " Oh, you sound like ***********" or "Oh, you look like ********" or "Are you going to/ doing this because ******* did?"
I have no objection on people who dress or do things just to be 'in'. Or, because someone do/wear it too. I respect that well, so please, do respect my way too.
Fuck those who doesn't even know me but simply say I sound like someone else. Honestly, these type of people should be vanished from my life. I'm weak in this part, my bad. Simple assumption like this kills me at the rate of lightning.
Few days back, an unknown, assume I'm Menu just because i tweet something random. oh, HELLO?! No one else is suppose to be random but Menu, is it? Ask my classmates, my friends, my babes, on how random i can be. Ask Jen the day I saw an advert and asked her to take pix under the advert's armpit all of sudden. I have no intention to clarify how random I can be. But i have to clarify one thing, that I'm different around people I'm not familiar with. thus, you might not be able to see this part of me. I'm not some chick you can read like reading a newspaper. I AM ME.

And here i am again...

2010-11-08T16:11:00.003+08:00

I became heartless, cold, and distant. I wanted to wait and see if things will change. Will others realize? Will things change because I changed? Will things get better or worse?

As time passed, things started unraveling. People who were hiding behind their thick skin slowly showed their true colours. They thought that throwing a few words here and there, and stating the most pathetic excuses to hurt me, or hiding the truth and thinking I will never find out, will do anything to affect me.

Each person is selfish in his/her own way that they don’t care what they do to others, as long as it does not affect them.

2010-11-07T22:31:00.000+08:00

-UNDER RENOVATION-

FROM ME TO YOU

2010-08-22T17:51:00.001+08:00

Dear SS501

When you’re at the end of the road
and you have to turn around.
When you’re hanging on by a thread and
you need someone to ease you to the ground.
When you’ve got no more magic up your sleeve
and you want someone to talk about things to.
I hope you know that we’ll be here
and we still believe in you.

When things are going great for you
we’ll be there by your side
to cheer you on and say, “You did it! Now just enjoy the ride!”
when you’re stuck between the triumphs
and you don’t know what else to do
I hope you know that we’ll be here
and we still believe in you.

When you doubt your own ability
to face another mountain
when you’re thirsty for some water
but you can’t get to the fountain
no matter what the challenge
no matter how well you do or don’t do
I hope you know that we’ll be here
and we still believe in you.

If you just need a sounding board
We will do the best we can
to listen, accept, advise if you want
we’ll try to understand
whatever you heart desires
no matter what you’re going through
I know you know, but I’ll say it again…

WE WILL ALWAYS BELIEVE IN YOU.

for you...

2010-08-22T17:41:00.000+08:00

Dear SS501
I’d answer all those questions you have,
Try to help you settle your confusion about
what to do now and in the future.
I’d heal your hurts and fix your problems
with an eternal bond of love,
so you would never come unglued.
I just wanted you to know that
I’d make it easier for you if I could.

I’d find you a way over every obstacle,
An answer to every prayers, a peaceful resolution
to every challenge and conflict that causes
the kind of hurt I know you must be feeling.
I don’t want to meddle or impose
but if you need to talk, I will listen,
and I’ll do what I can.
I just wanted you to know that
I’d make it easier for you if I could.

None of us promised any easy magic solutions,
and often it seems we must find our way alone
through our brokenness.
It seems everyone has some kind of ‘cross to bear’,
and often the weight of it cannot be shared.
But I just wanted you to know that
I wish I could help you dry your tears, and
I’d make life easier for you if I could.

Just know that I’m thinking of you,
praying for you, and trusting with you
that all the things you’re going through
will work together for a mutual good, and
you will finally see reasons for all that’s happened,
if that’s what you need.
Eventually and surely, there will be light when there is darkness.
Don’t despair. It will get better.
I know you are going through some changes now,
and I’d make life easier for you if I could.

-vee-

Cupcake (chapter II)

2010-08-19T14:11:00.000+08:00

If I said no… Would they really care?

Vee was thinking about it thoroughly. If she most likely doesn’t take this chance that’s already standing right in front of her, she might lose it and never get it back. What if nobody picks her up like this again? An opportunity like this might never come again. And besides, if she took the job it can be her starting point to sky rocket to the top of the chart of being one of the greatest designers. But at this point she’s only a coordinator. Baby steps she goes.

“Well…” Vee began and Manager Kim had hopeful eyes while the boys were busy doing their own thing and not paying a single amount of attention at all.

“Can I please think about it? If you could give me at least until this weekend to think about it. It’s truly important that I do because I’ve been quite… Umm… Busy with my schedule but of course I’ll squeeze time for you guys.” Vee said trying to make a scapegoat.

“If it’s necessary then I’ll be fine waiting until this weekend. There is only two more days to go before Saturday so I suppose we can wait that long. But I am offering you big. The salary is quite huge compared to other companies but don’t tell them that until you’ve said yes yourself.” Manager Kim said and Vee flashed a smile and nodded her head.

Vee exited the room and was walking down the hallway thinking of what to answer. She wanted to say yes so badly so she could remain in a stable job rather than moving around here and there and confusing herself with the kind of job she has right now. Upon walking she accidentally slightly bumps into somebody.

“Oh, I’m so sorry. I-” the girl said and she had eye contact with Vee. The girl smiled as soon as she saw Vee.

“Vee?” the girl said.

“Stephanie right?” Vee said and she nodded her head.

“Just call me Steph! What are you doing here?” Stephanie asked.

“I was going to ask you’re the exact same thing. I’m here because I was hired recently and I had to meet with the manager today, do you work here permanently?” Vee asked and Stephanie shook her head.

“I don’t work here permanently but I’ve been serving some pastries here for quite a long time now. I usually deliver to SS501! They’re really handsome! Most especially Kyu Jong! He’s so quiet and mysterious and-” Stephanie was cut off.

“I’d love to hear you spazz about Kyu Jong but at this point I need to go. I have another appointment so I’ll just talk to you soon.” Vee said trying to make an excuse and she suddenly left without saying goodbye. Stephanie went back to her job and continued to deliver the pastries.

Vee was walking towards the parking lot and she meets up with yet another person. She bumps into this person and the same thing that happened with Stephanie happened to them.

“Just call me Menu.” She said.

“Okay… Er.. Menu..” Vee said trying to get used to it.

“So why are you here?” Vee asked.

“And before you say anything else I’m here because of a job offering and also because I was recently hired and they wanted to thank me personally.” Vee said and Manuela just nodded her head.

“I’m here because I work as an accountant here. Well, I suppose I don’t need to ask you why you’re here. So, you aren’t working here permanently?” Manuela asked and Vee didn’t know what to answer.

“I don’t know. Although I was offered which was another reason I was here. I enjoyed outfitting them for their grand night out with the other K-pop hallyu stars but to be honest I think I’ve had enough.” Vee said.

“Outfitting?” Manuela mentioned and Vee nodded her head.

“Outfit coordinator. That’s my job. I was here for that a couple of days ago.Outfit coordinator. That’s my job. I was here for that a couple of days ago. Now I regret taking that job because it was the worst I had.” Vee said groaning and Menuela laughed a little.

“Why are you laughing?” Vee asked.

“How can that be the worst job ever? Any girl would die to be in your place right now.” Manuela said.

“Would you?” Vee asked and she shook her head.

“I’m not like those girls.” Manuela said and Vee nodded her head.

“I’m gonna go, I have things to do.” Vee said.

“Goodbye.” Manuela said in a dull manner and headed for the entrance of the building from the parking lot. Vee drove to the café and stayed there for a while.

If I accept the job I’ll have to see that jerk wannabe star everyday and get my life half dead. If I don’t I’ll be turning down a huge opportunity. Maybe I should at least accept it for a while then once someone notices my works maybe I can then move on and leave them. This is a better plan.

After the café she headed back home to rest a bit and suddenly her phone rang and she got annoyed. She looked at the screen and it only showed a number. It was from an unknown contact. She flipped it open.

“Hello?” she greeted.

“Hi!” she recognized the voice instantly.

“Um, how did you get my phone number?” Vee asked.

“From the information desk up front where you left your information.” The girl said.

“I hope you aren’t mad.” She said.

“I’m not Stephanie.” Vee said. Yes, it was Stephanie.

“Oh just call me Steph.” Stephanie said.

“Fine.” Vee replied.

“Listen, I heard that you were offered to stay here permanently, but you told SS501’s manager that you’d think about it. Why think about it? Anybody would want your job!” Steph said.

Yeah that’s what Manuela said.

Vee thought and sighed.

“News travels fast I guess. But I’m not totally into them so I wouldn’t care less if I get the job or not. Plus, I have so many job offerings so I have to keep my options wide open.” Vee said even if there really weren’t any other job offerings.

“Please accept the job offering in DSP Entertainment! Please!” Stephanie begged and Vee was a little surprised.

“Why?” she asked.

“So you and I can work together!” Stephanie said. Okay, seriously, at this point she was a little freaked out with the way Stephanie was acting.

“O… Kay?” Vee managed to reply.

-

The following day she returned back to DSP Entertainment. Like planned, she was going to follow it. Work with DSP, get recognized, get an offer, leave DSP. As soon as she arrived she saw Stephanie hanging out by the information desk. She hasn’t entered the building just yet, she made her way inside and signaled the lady at the information desk not to tell Stephanie she was there. Vee rushed to the left side of the hallway and hid behind before Stephanie saw her.

She peeked a little and saw that Stephanie was heading her way. She rushed and was running away as if she was running away from someone who was after to kill her. While running she wasn’t really looking at where she was going and suddenly hit someone hard. She fell to the ground.

“Aish! Watch where you’re going loser!” Vee said.

“Ya! It’s you who should be watching!” the man said. When Vee stood up and brushed herself up she looked at the person she bumped into and it was Hyun Joong.

I guess ruining my day is something in his To-Do-List.

“Oh, it’s just you.” Hyun Joong said.

“Aish… Just because I’m not as famous as you doesn’t mean you can just say oh, it’s just you.” Vee said and Hyun Joong didn’t take that nicely.

“Ya, who are you to tell me that? What right do you have? You don’t even work here.” Hyun Joong said.

“And so?” Vee said and they gave each other death glare. A while later, Hyun Joong’s manager, Manager Kim, suddenly comes by.

“Ay! Good morning! Did you think about my offer already?” Manager Kim asked with a huge yet creepy smile on his face. Vee returned one as well but it was a pretty weak and a little fake since she wasn’t in the mood to smile, considering she was arguing with Hyun Joong.

“I sort of have thought about it which is why I’m here.” Vee said. At this point you can say Hyun Joong was hoping she would decline and finally leave the building of DSP Entertainment and never ever come back. Something he longs and wishes. That’s how much she was annoying to him.

“I’ve decided to take the permanent stay.” Vee said and the look on Manager Kim’s face was excitement. The look on Hyun Joong’s face was death. Vee was going to be SS501’s permanent outfit coordinator, something Hyun Joong is never excited about. He could already imagine the torture and embarrassment she intends for him. Until he realized that she couldn’t do that because she could lose her job.

-

After lunch everyone went back to work. Today, the same day the decision was made was going to be the same day that Vee starts work. She got into the dressing room while the boys continued to practice for their upcoming Persona Concert for 2010. Vee began to look through the schedule and songs that were going to be placed. Before lunch ended she had to watch every single music video of SS501 and as well as listening to their songs.

She had to match the outfits with the concepts. She had to look through the schedule and songs to see which goes where and what should be placed on during break time. Someone suddenly came in and tossed a jacket up onto Vee’s head that it covered her face. She was annoyed and grabbed the jacket and turned to see who it was. She saw Hyun Joong on the couch watching TV. She marched forward and covered his view of the TV and he looked at her with an annoyed eyes expression.

“Ya, please back off? I can’t see.” Hyun Joong said and Vee took a couple steps backwards.

“Excuse me?” Hyun Joong said.

“You said back off. I took a couple steps back, my turn now.” Vee said and marched forward to his face.

“Listen, I’m not some coat rack that you can just toss your jacket on. There’s actually one over there okay? And we are co-workers now. You’re just some artist and I’m supposed to make you look good so you should at least show me some respect or else I can make you look bad on stage.” Vee said as she crossed her arms and Hyun Joong chuckled.

“Do it, so what? I won’t care. At least I won’t lose my job.” Hyun Joong said and Vee didn’t really quite get it after a couple of minutes she finally understood.

“Idiot.” Vee said.

“Well at least I’m not that slow to understand things.” Hyun Joong said. Oh yes, war is about to begin.

You never fail to make me smile...

2010-07-27T17:12:00.002+08:00

(disclaimer: posted a long time bfo...but kinda love it...so im posting it up again:)

A few nights back, I went blog hopping… read this questionnaires at PinkPau’s page. Its cute, so yea…I paksa-ed J to help me with it.muahahaha. “ala…I nak jugak!!tak kira!jap lagi I email u the quest.jawab tau?yek?yek?yek?”

so, ive to w8 for him to answer it (tho sgt menyakitkan hati,jwb mcm tepaksa gile!!!) pastu baru post this up.

tell us about the first time you met and your first impression of him/her:
I saw him in the Cleo’s mag once upon a decade..so, he annoyingly stayed on my mind. Until I bummed into him one night, and he flashed that gorgeous smile. Me became tomatoman wan..so shy leh!looking at him like big time like that, then get caught.hahahahaha. my first impression? “oh, dielah! He wont stop stalking me, dream or no dream.” And obviously my first impression memang tepat.hehehe.

I was waiting for my food when my brother started nudging me on this group of girls. I caught her looking and we are friends in a minute. I personally think she is friendly.

what’s a weird habit or quirk that s/he has?:
he tooks every greens out of his food and susun kat tepi pinggan cantik-cantik before start makan. and dia takut kucing tapi tak takut cicak!

She sleeps with her eyes open.
vee: what so weird bout dat????so many ppl sleep with eyes open wan..like that also funny funny meh?

what makes him/her happy?:
Manchester united menang.

Food and kids. And ice cream.
vee: oi, say la him happy when I got good results and got extra money blablabla.

what makes him/her sad?:
Manchester kalah kat tangan Arsenal or Liverpool. hahahaha.

Annoying lecturers.

what makes him/her angry?:
traffic! And parents who let their kids play with shopping carts in jusco? Hehe. i laughed histerically tengok clip xiaxue...rupenye dorg sama! even scold the poor kids, u know..

Smudge on her makeup.
vee: oh why would it smudge anyway, if not because of u????!!!! *u readers, jgn slh phm ok?he loves to pamper me wif ice creams, so lepas mkn mulut dh comot, so lap dgn tisu, mekap semua smudge*hahaha

what excites him/her?
hmmm…what about his visits to all the places he always wish to go to?

Seeing Yannus.
vee: well….u should add he qun aka Nicholas teo and jun ki and aaron aziz and mingdao on the list too…hehehheh

tell us something funny about him/her:
he is scared of kittens. Wahahahahahahaha…he claims that its not that dia takut, dia cuma kurang minat. Wahahhahahahaha. In fact, I think he is scared of bunnies (except for uknowwhat magazine’s logo) and sugar glider too.hahahahhahahahahah. and he has this accent, weird one. Coz he was raised by his grandparents, then he was then leaved for his study and all…then with his works and everythg pulak, so he kinda curik accent a bit grom here and there. Serius cute!!and trust me, at one time he translate Sugar as Gula Pasir coz his told him that sugar is gula pasir. Tell me, how cute is it when your boyfriend (was then my friend la) came up and says, “Hi, Gula Pasir!” hahahahahahaha….*rolls on the floor until all the habuk habuk melekat kat rambut*

kaki jatuh.
vee: oi!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what’s s/he like at home?:
manja. Damn manja wan. Mommy this, mommy dat. Papa this, papa dat.

Loving.

what’s s/he like at work/school?:
skul ah? He is an average kid, his mom said. But is a charmer when he get into highschool.hahahaha. like perasan prom king every year like dat kot. Perasan je la..tak de pun jadi prom king.At work.. he’s the suave one, and he is damn serious about his work.i kacau, sure he marah wan. But then I tak kira, if I want to kacau, I kacau also lah. Then he marah I sulk lorr…sure he will get gelabah wan.hahahhahaha.cuteness.

Very bright though she didn’t really get her homework done. She does not mingle much with her course mates.
(ive editted..hahahahaha...coz got some wierd words.)

describe his/her room:
damn. I love his room more than I love him. Even got small room for shoes u knows? Ya lorr…he has more shoes than I do, so its ok lah, he wont be complaining bout me buying shoes la..too bad we have diff shoe sizes. Some more got very long mirror to look at yourself and daydream of being a princess or model wth. But his bedspred so boring one. Damn plain like that. I left my favorite pink teddy there so he got some colors in his room lorr.

Looks like a candy store to me.

what’s his/her best friend like?:
his best friend is his brother. Damn cute, I wonder why they look so diff. hahahahah. sorry boo.. hes a veryyyy funny guy, with this kind of charismatic that turns him into a queen bee. Eh, kalau laki nak panggil apa?king bee meh? Okla oklah, change lah. He is like a drop of pure honey that attracts hell swarm of bees. Ok? Some more so sewel, even layan-ed me play ps2..disney’s princess games, u know?!

She has met so many new friends, some of them were mentioned to me, but I haven’t got the chances to meet them yet. One of her girls is my cousin, Yurika. A sexy cousin

do you know who s/he hates the most?:
he does not hate people, he just dislike a lot of them.

Her two lecturers, currently.

have you met his/her exes?:
yenedeyyyy~ got so many exes how do I meet all leh? Some more got some from idontevenknowhowtospell places, so cannot meet la. Got one I met d..but when we met, I was the ex, and she was the current gf. Is that count?

My dad and my brother are her boyfriends too.

do his/her parents like you?:
I suppose la..coz his dad is my boyfriend then his mom is my bestfriend. Hahaha. I don’t care la. But I love them, enufflah! Hahahhaa.coz its fun what when we fight then his parents will be siding me. Hahaha. Then he will start complaining la that he is their bornchild…blablablabla.

Her mom is my girlfriend. Her dad is my soccerboy.

what’s the first thing s/he would do or say if s/he fell down and scraped their knee:
“sssssssss” he makes this type of sound like hissing like that when he is hurt. Hahahhaha.i knowlah, I pinch him so many times d.

She falls every day. Every time, she will say the same thing. Its, “mamidedi”

what would s/he do in an emergency situation with other people involved?:
he’ll ask everyone to chill. And then tells everyone things gonna be ok. Don’t panic. Blablabla.

She’ll be cool.

which shop would s/he spend the most time at in a shopping mall?:
bookstore and sports shop like that.

Pet shop. Bookstore.

what would s/he have for a typical breakfast?:
he quit coffee coz he got this issue with his health, so now its diff. he takes tea instead which no much diff wif coffee kalau nak sukat kadar kafiennye. Oh, saya marah betul! Then he’ll grab this energy bar untuk makan dlm kereta. Ka,au kat rumah surelah bgn bgn je paksa his mom masak waffle!

Anything to do with choco, please.

where would s/he want to go for dinner?:
he loves TGIF, and he loves mamak too…so, u cn see him at hartamas, or some barakath. Hehehhehehe. Ke sebenarnye itu I yg ajak ek?jap…lupa.hahahha

Random.

what kind of movie would s/he choose at the cinema?:
horror. And u knowlah those movies boys love to watch. Macam 300 tu…adoi!!but he watches chick flick too, sebab I make him too. Hahahha

Whatever I watch.

describe his/her taste in music:
he listens to radiohead, coldplay, beatles, and stuff I don’t really listen to.

Random.

if s/he wasnt going out with you, who would s/he be going out with?:
his then gf. Sobs.

My brother.
vee: yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~ what lah uuuuu!!like seriously??!hahah.YEP!

what item in his/her wardrobe would you like to burn:
so there were these necktie I’ve been eyeing for quite a while…

Why would I do so? That’ll make her mad, and she is scary when she’s mad.
vee: yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~ say im scary all…u waitla, I scary you then u knowlah.

what is s/he good at?:
soccer

She is good at making people smile.
vee: I do?????????i really do??????

what is s/he totally horrible at?:
cooking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Die lah weyh, u marry him, later he cook u fish no oil used, then its sticks to the frying pan and u need to scrap it off and all then u’ll be damn tired even if u r starving u would rather sleep then to go out and eat.

Kemas rumah.
vee: ok….ok…

what’s something about him/her that is annoying/infuriating?:
he sometimes think I’m a baby who can’t take care of oneself.

She is stubborn.

what’s something that you two fundamentally disagree on?:
hahahahhahaha….its about pet!!!! I said it cures. He said it sucks.

Current issues.
vee: ok, that also lah..

what’s something that you two agree whole-heartedly on?:
family love.

Books equal therapy.

is s/he possessive?:
yep, but he is cool so its like ok lorr…not like damn possessive also. On the scale he is 7 kot.

Affirmative.

why would s/he succeed in life?:
he is workaholics, he is intelligent, and he has this way to mesmerize people he dealing with.

She’s lovable.

what is the coolest gift that s/he has ever given you?:
*ehem* hahahahahaha…cadar tebal yang kaler pink. Bed spreadlah!!! Pink somemore. Got sulam sulam like that. Then say he cannot teman me to sleep so ganti dengan cadar tu je la. Its like sooooooooo pretty to me. Hahahahha. I even said if we are to get married, must buy something like this also, don’t want the satin ones. Hahahha. But this one is damn thick hard to wash u know. So I don’t wash lah, can ah? Hahaha. Kidding, mom washes, then once dried I put it back, everyday also use….tak lama lagi mesti koyak.hahahaha.

Her phone number written on an RM50 maxis reload card so I can call her when I’m sad. She was worried too much. But I never use it, since I’m on postpaid.

what is s/he obsessed with?:
nike shoes? And me. Hahahahha.vainnnnn~

Those claimed as hot guys.

what does s/he avoid at all costs?:
OMG!!!! Hahahaha…cats!! He won’t kick them or anything la…but he will go damn far u know…so cute like that.

Chillies.

what does s/he spend the most money on?:
I don’t knowla. I think its his shoes, but then mayb his back and forth flight tickets and all but then maybe not. I don’t know aaaa..

Food and mags.

describe his/her typical sunday:
laze till I call or I jump like mad woman on his bed or till his mom shout like till the top of her tangga nada then takes ten hours in the bathroom, then came out, eat branch. Laze somemore. This time in front of the tv. Then goes golfing wif dad or paksa me pergi jenjln ( or is it me yang akan paksa dia ek?). go back, helps mom scolds neighbor’s kid and sleep. Hahahaha. Ya lorrr…the kids always panjat their pagar and pluck aunty’s flower maaa…

Sleep till late.
vee: woooooo~ where got. I everyday also wake up damn early!!!

why would s/he be dangerous?:
when angry lor. Once teach me tennis, I refused coz its like so damn panas, so he marah and become so scary like that.

Silent treatment = never smiles.

tell us about a time s/he looked absolutely gorgeous:
when he is concentrating on something. Damn! Now he knows.

Pet shop visits.
vee: yea…that’s y u nvr teman me inside also? Just stare from outside like that. Stupid idiot.but I love u:*

what’s something about him/her that would surprise all of his/her friends?:
he has a poco poco cd in his car. Opsss!hahahaha. ok that’s not his lah. His mom one. Same lorrrr…

She cries watching Harry Porter, Lord of The Ring and everything.

what do you love most about him/her?:
everythg he did for me…absolutely everythg about him.

Not sharing.
vee:what u mean? U love me for not sharing or u don’t want to share why? –he pick the latest.

the biggest lesson you have learnt from loving your partner:
ones smile is the other one’s happiness.

thereafter, im smiling till we start fighting again...lols.miss u boo, miss u.

ps:tak payah baca.ni cuma i nak membebel. ive this issue wuf a girl, psycho one. she is sooooo desparately self concious she start making stories bout herself. too bad, the stories diilhamkan dari cerita my friends and i. hahahaha. hailoh hailoh. kenapa i smell somethg yg berbau pathetic kat sini yek? oh, no, not here. *hopefully she never finds my blog,matilah...nnt dia tiru semua plak.hahahahaha.* well, its not an issue kot...just that saya rasa sangat menyampah. kenapa nak jd sgt selfconcious? terlampau la pulak!tak igt Allah ke?semuanya kan ke kat tgn Dia, kenapa nak halang???chill lah.

i've some photos to upload...but mayb tomorrow...till then,...
u know u hate me,
vee.

>reup< i miss ace!

2010-07-27T16:34:00.001+08:00

suddenly i miss Ace. hahahaha, funny as it turned to be, **** looks like ace, so screw him for reminding me of Ace!
i miss it when i played at Vista saujana's playground after our yumcha session. i'd sit on the swing n they will take turns to layan me. hahahaha. one nite, aiman pushed the swing a bit too hard, so it went too high. i was screaming frantically, "aiman!stop it!!!" n Ace...pergi kat dpn swing tu...angkat tangan ala2 nak stop kan bas...n said,"stop...stop..." yenede~
i remember...waktu tengah tensyen2 training untuk some kebudayaan stuff untuk kolej, it wasnt my boyfriend who sibuk2 dtg hantar makanan ke...air ke...it was Ace. hahahaha...
n Ace has an unidentitical twin, a girl. muka sama siot. hahahahaha...
being a gf of a (stupid) skaterboy by that time, i went out a lot with them to skatepark. but never in my life had i imagine i would skate. until one night...Ace came n said," U, come, i teach you how to skate"...sah sah la i segan n takmau! but he insist (i love ppl who knows how to insist me on doing something that actually i love, yet too shy to do)...n finally, i was able to do some trick. i am sure i can still do ollie kot...hahahaha...at least la kan...menda lain, haram...satu pun tak igt!
rmmbr jugak one time,they took me out for dinner and we ended up in genting, padahal i was wearing tank top dgn jeans je, my (stupid) exboyfriend didnt care pun, it was Ace who bukak his baju n gave it to me.*he was wearign singlet inside la!!*
Ace was also wif me...(yes, Aiman, Izzy, Nuar was there too) during my hard time wif 'him'. mind u, i was away for my bday celeb at home, n my so called boyfriend brought home a girl to sleep with!!!wtf??hahahaha...thinking back, i was lucky, i didnt give anythg, muahahahaha...mayb thats why he got horny n search someone else:P hahahaha...i didnt mean to tease...but what to do, whatever i did, made him goes "negaraku"...hahahahahaha...sorry,youngman! his housemate then took me out for lunch and told me the whole story. trying to get the details from himself, i kena pukul.muahahaha...patethic?so true.
but, no, not without him almost kena pukul balik with them. yep, i was so close to them, even more than my own xbf..padahal they were his friends sbnrnya...yea, i love to be treated as the baby of the group at times.hehehe,no woes, tak jadi papa pun, i stopped them. nothg really happen but he kna halau la dari his apartment!nyiahahaha...i love u guys, to bits.
i remember one time when i was craving for putu piring. apek, one of them sanggup balik rumah padahal dia sgt jarang balik, just to go pasar pagi kat situ yg jual putupiring! hahahaha...how sweet a guy can be? padahal i was noone, i was juts their housemate's gf.
n i remember, every day after my breakup, Ace wud come n bring me makan. not like i cant go makan alone, just that he said, hes bored,feel like makaning this makaning that...padahal obviously he didnt want me to be alone.nyiahahhaha...takut i buat menda bodoh kot. i wont la.
pastu one day, when i malas nk pergi dinner with my bf, they suspected somethg...they came straight to my house n yes, i was there,lying on my bed, tengah ill. hahahaha..konon2 kuatla,takmo go to clinicla...takmo ckp kat sesiapala,..rupanya dh tergolek...sampai je they all, i sempat cakap one or two things,n fainted.hahahaha...kesian Ace or Aiman kna angkat i belari2 turun bawak ke klinik!hehehehe.my (stupid) exbf tak peduli pun!!!sapa sebenarnye my bf ni??
hahahaha,yea...at first memang i was into Ace...tapi ntah mcm mana stranded with si bengong tu...yg sbnrnye my housemate yg suka. hohoho..

suddenly, i realise, i am loved.

well,too bad, i lost contact with them. i came across EZ n Nuar..but i didnt manage to kejar them...
*sobness*
and thats the reason why, i train myself to say thanx to ppl who made my day...i dont want to lose anyone without telling them how much they painted my life with rainbows.n thats the reason why ud come across a lot of thanks in my blog, for i takleh nak ckp kat ppl mentioned yg i owe them big time secara life kan.

if u guys come across them, tell them i love them...n i miss them..
tell them, i want to see them; badly.

Ace...there are things better leave unspoken.but i do miss u...

(shyt la!blaming ppl for making me rindu other ppl!hahahaha...*vee,got 7 ppl wif same face ok?* nyiahaha)

Title: Cupcakes

2010-07-25T11:07:00.002+08:00

this is a fanfic pinkiebelt_frankie@yahoo.com wrote for me:) here is the first chapter!

Everything is the usual in Korea. A lot of people working here and there. Vee is one of the most important people in the pop culture of Korea. Why? She is great in style. She works as an around the clock coordinator. She doesn’t stick to just one client but goes all around with different ones. She has worked as the clothing coordinator for other top K-pop celebrities such as Lee Hyo Ri, she worked under Wonder Girls for about a month and worked 4 months as UEE’s clothing coordinator.

Now 21 years old and still working as a coordinator, Vee is usually described as the petite type, totally into fashion, not really the one to be into football unlike her friends, she loves to dance a lot and goes out in clubs with her friends sometimes at night. She has a very bad temper but she can easily calm down. She cares for friends and her assistant Alixson. She can be a little too sensitive but she loves to laugh over the smallest of jokes.

There’s probably nothing about Vee that people might not like. She’s close with a lot of people, has tons of connections and there is nothing she can’t handle. Being a coordinator alone is a hard thing and a 24/7 thing. She needs to be alert and always ready to go! She needs fresh ideas and needs to follow the trend, or if there’s none, she’ll need to make a trend! She has made it to several fashion magazine covers as well. She’s practically famous all alone by being a coordinator.

Vee entered the coffee shop and from the way she looked it was as if she hasn’t slept for two days or more. She looked a little haggard but of course she still looked fashionable and she was still looking pretty damn hot with her sense of fashion. She had her hair messy and made it go with her outfit. She was looking through the glass table and inside of them had all the delicious sweets.

She saw her favorite delicious chocolate covered cupcake with small cuts of strawberries on top of the whip cream above it. Some chocolate sprinkles were on it too and there was a cherry at the very top. What a great way to start her morning and to relieve her stress from partying last night.

“I’d like to have that please!” she said but along with that came another echo, it seems to be coming from two other people. She turned to the side and saw two other girls pointing at the same thing she was pointing at, the cupcake.

“I’m afraid that’s our last one. Two of you will have to give up the cupcake and pick something else.” Waitress said.

“I usually eat that in the morning and I can’t start a good morning without it.” The first girl said.

“Me neither, I can’t start my job without having a taste of that cupcake.” The other girl said.

“I eat that every morning. I have a hangover today so I really need that cupcake no matter what.” Vee said. The three of them looked at each other hoping two would give up but none of them said a single thing about giving up. Apparently it seems like the three of them really enjoy that small piece of cupcake.

“We can share…” One of them suggested.

“That would be easier! We can share a table, slice the cupcake into an even of three, then enjoy it and have a great start for our morning!” she continued.

“I don’t mind doing that but… I really want to eat it whole. As the way it is, I want it to be eaten that way too.” The other girl said.

“But if we share it, that would be better! We’d have less worries about it!” the girl said again trying to force in her suggestion.

“You know what, that sounds better let’s just do that.” Vee said.

“But…” the girl said but instead she sighed and nodded her head. They all paid their end of the deal for the cupcake. They sort of argued over where to sit as well. They decided to sit down at the center instead to stop themselves from arguing too much. Vee managed to keep it cool.

As they sat down, they had one more problem. Who was going to cut the cupcake into an even of three? The three of them just looked at it and at the small plastic knife next to it. One of them had to cut it into an even of three so they would get their end of the share to what they paid for.

“So… I guess I’ll do the cutting instead.” One of them said but as she grabbed the plastic knife she sort of stopped.

“No wait, I’m not good at cutting you do it please.” She said as she handed the knife to Vee. Vee grabbed the knife and looked at the cupcake. She cut the cupcake into three and handed the two to the other two. Before the other one was about to grab a bite of her cupcake, she placed it back down and looked at Vee and the other girl.

“By the way, my name is Stephanie. I work as a baker at a small shop near my place.” The girl known as Stephanie said as she was greeting herself.

“If you have a bakery then why didn’t you just make a cupcake there of your own instead?” the other girl said straightforward.

“Well… That’s because I like the cupcake here more.” Stephanie answered childishly. Vee just continued to ignore them.

“Is it me or does my cupcake look small?” the other girl said.

“That’s cause we cut it into three, remember?” Stephanie asked.

“Whatever.” She said and continued to eat her cupcake.

“What’s your name?” Stephanie asked her.

“If she says her name then I’ll say mine.” She said as she pointed at Vee who was sitting there quietly.

“My name is Vee. I work as a clothing coordinator.” Vee made a small introduction and Stephanie was cheerful and smiled at her.

“Clothing coordinator. Must be fun? You see a lot of rich and probably famous people!” Stephanie said and Vee nodded her head. The two of them turned to look at the other girl who was through eating her cupcake. She sighed and let out a deep breath.

“My name is Manuela. I work at a bookstore just up front.” Manuela said pointing at the bookstore in front.

“Which reminds me, I need to get back to work.” Manuela said as she got up and grabbed her coat from behind her chair.

“Oh wait! Since we all know each other now why don’t we exchange phone numbers so we can meet up again soon?” Stephanie asked with a smile and Manuela wasn’t really into the deal thing.

“No.” Manuela said straightforward.

“Why not?” Stephanie asked.

“Because you are a complete stranger and I only came to eat my cupcake, that’s it, so please do not ask for something personal like that. Bye.” Manuela said and briskly walked out of the café and entered the bookstore up front.

“Aigoo, she seems grumpy. What about you? Want to exchange phone numbers?” Stephanie asked Vee. Vee wasn’t sure but she decided that she would most likely find out her number anyway so she gave it away and she got Stephanie’s number along with a picture of Stephanie.

Vee headed back to work and walked back to her office. She placed her coat on the couch and sat on her chair. She opened up her laptop and got a new mail from an entertainment company. It was from DSP Entertainment. She has worked for them before so she wasn’t surprise to receive one from them. Upon opening it up she saw this message.

Good day to you.

We have worked with you in the past and are very thrilled if we can work with you once again. We are requesting for your presence to be at one of our important celebrations for one of our finest artists. And we would like you to be the one to coordinate the outfit they will be using for that night. It’s a very grand and special night.

We would like to give you further details once you arrive at our company building. Please be sure to contact our CEO before you are to come and to notify of your approval or denial. We will be expecting your call within the week, the celebration will be next week and you will be invited yourself as a special guest in the VIP section.

Thank you once again and good day to you!

She’s received this type of email from before. She closed her laptop and grabbed the cordless phone on her desk. She dialed the number and as it was ringing on the other line she grabbed her planner and checked if she had a spot for there and luckily she did. She called and once they answered she notified them of her approval.

The following day she headed over the company building. As usual she saw some fans waiting outside. Most of them were holding small banners and signs for their idols hoping to catch a glimpse of them. Some of them had headbands with the name of the group or artist they loved the most. A lot of them were sitting on the ground with their cellphones and cameras preparing to see their idols.

There were security up front and they were guarding the place like it was a jail house to make sure nobody gets out. But in this case, it was to make sure nobody got in. Upon approaching she got stopped and she told them she was there for her work and they called the CEO before entering. As she entered the premises she appeared towards the CEO and was led to the manager of the artist she’ll be working for about the special celebration.

“Good morning! Glad you are able to come! We had great feedback about our previous artist’s outfit and fashion picks thanks to you! So for this grand night there will still be some who will be criticizing the choices for their outfits so I’m hoping that you can help out. Just simply call me Manager Kim by the way.” He said.

“So, who are these people I’ll be working on? I need to get their measurements and ask them questions in case they are allergic to something or some kind of fabric. I need to ask what kind of fabric they feel most comfortable in.” Vee said being serious as she lifted her things some more because they were pretty heavy. Manager Kim led her inside and to be honest she was surprised to see SS501 sitting there on the couch.

Vee wasn’t a fan at all but their presence was just overwhelming. She sees them on T.V. every day and she knows people who actually care for them. She always hears positive news about SS501. The presence of SS501 to her was different from previous artist. When she coordinated for Epik High she wasn’t as thrilled or as blown away as she was with SS501, considering that Epik High was another one of her favorite K-pop groups.

“Okay boys, this is your coordinator. She’ll be taking your measurements and asking you other questions about fabrics and being comfortable.” Manager Kim said. As he said the ‘comfortable’ part it sounded very wrong in the minds of the boys and even towards Vee. They all gave him a weird and disgusted look. He noticed this and cleared his throat.

“That’s not what I meant.” He cleared it and some of them laughed a little.

“So, who do I start with?” Vee asked.

“Leader first.” Young Saeng said and they all looked at Hyun Joong.

“Babies first. Go ahead and get there Hyung Joon. Behave yourself.” Hyun Joong said and he got up. Hyung Joon followed Vee to a more spacious part of the room and started to take his measurements. When she was done with four there was only one left and that was Hyun Joong.

She stood up from her position and looked as Hyun Joong was moving towards her direction. She felt some butterflies flying around her stomach as she looked at him. She felt her heart beating fast. She didn’t understand why she felt like this. He seemed so typically normal like any other Korean guy she has seen or met. Hyun Joong was already standing in front of her but she was still staring at him as if she couldn’t really take her eyes off his direction. But she could actually.

“Ya, miss, are you going to take my measurements yet? We need to go home after this because we are totally exhausted.” Hyun Joong said.

“Wh-what? Oh, sorry. Why are you going home this early? It’s early morning and you’re all going to sleep after this?” Vee asked and Hyun Joong nodded his head.

“You obviously have no idea what we do as our job.” Hyun Joong said.

“Yeah, obviously party all night unlike people like us who work are asses off.” Vee whispered to herself.

“Did you say anything to me?” Hyun Joong asked.

“Nothing. I said please stand still.” Vee ordered.

After work Vee headed back to the same café she went to this morning. As she got there she saw Stephanie sitting at the corner by herself reading a book. Nobody else was in the café. She sat next to Stephanie and flashed a smile.

“Hi!” Stephanie said as soon as she saw Vee sat opposite of her side.

“Do you mind if I sit here?” Vee asked and Stephanie shook her head. After a while a bunch of people started to come in. The place was practically full by now. As soon as people came in Manuela came in as well and was about to sit but there was no other space. Stephanie saw her and waved at her.

“Hey! Since there’s no other place to sit why don’t you stay here?” Stephanie suggested and she did. Sitting next to strangers wasn’t something Vee was comfortable with. Stephanie seemed fine with all of this since she kept talking the whole time and was smiling the whole time as well.

Vee came home and answered all the messages and most of them were coming from her mom asking her if she was fine. Vee’s mom was at Malaysia while she was in Korea making a name for herself in the fashion industry and her first step was here. She plopped onto her bed and stared at the ceiling. She slowly fell asleep right after.

The following morning she woke up extra early to stop by DSP Entertainment one more time as requested. She didn’t get what she was doing there since she already fulfilled her job. Yeah maybe other people would be thrilled to be coming back and coordinating outfits for artist under DSP but she wanted SM Entertainment to take her in. If she worked with SM Entertainment artist maybe, just maybe she’ll get noticed by famous companies.

She got there and there were barely people there. Considering it was this time of the morning, it was probably natural to see less people there working their butts off. She went into the manager of SS501’s room and the boys were already there. Young Saeng was asleep on the couch right next to Kyu Jong and Jungmin. Jungmin was busy text messaging someone on his phone while Hyung Joon was using the laptop and Hyun Joong was fixing himself at the mirror.

“You wanted me here?” Vee asked.

“Finally you came! I thought you wouldn’t come!” Manager Kim said sounding a little too desperate.

“Why do you want me here anyway?” Vee asked.

“The outfits you coordinate for the boys to wear last night. They got good reviews for it. A lot of people were paying attention to them and it seems like almost everybody is trying to find outfits like those. We were getting calls from different shops in Seoul saying that because of the outfit the boys wore last night, almost every man is trying to find it.” Manager Kim said.

“But I only gave them simple clothes. Just a bunch of suits with a little hint of my personal taste.” Vee said making it no big deal but it seemed like a big deal to Manager Kim.

“Yeah, but it just gave us… You know what… Forget it. I asked you to come here because we wanted for you to work here permanently. As SS501’s official outfit coordinator.” Manager Kim said and Vee was quite surprised with the request. But she didn’t know what she was going to reply.

i love it! well, the character of Vee is a bit too good, as i myself isnt that good, but hey, its a fanfiction!
if u love it, drop ur comment for my dear dongsaeng here n i'll let her know!

- English, anyone?-

2010-07-12T21:29:00.003+08:00

"We'll begin with a box and the plural is boxes
But the plural of ox becomes oxen, not oxes
One fowl is a goose but two are called geese
Yet the plural of moose should never be meese
You may find a lone mouse or a nest full of mice
Yet the plural of house is houses, not hice

If the plural of man is always called men
Then shouldn't the plural of pan be called pen?
If I speak of my foot and show you my feet
And I give you a boot, would a pair be called beet?
If one is a tooth and a whole set are teeth
Why shouldn't the plural of booth be called beeth?

Then one may be that, and three may be those
Yet hat in the plural would never be hose
We speak of a brother and also of brethren
But though we say mother, we never say methren
Then the masculine pronouns are he, his and him
But imagine the feminine - she, shis and shim!

Let's face it - English is a crazy language
There is no egg in eggplant, nor ham in hamburger
Neither apple nor pine in pineapple
English muffins weren't invented in England
Quicksand works slowly and boxing rings are square
And a guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig

Why is it that writers write but fingers don't fing,
grocers don't groce and hammers don't ham?
You can make amends but not one amend
If you have a bunch of odds and ends
and get rid of all but one of them, what do you call it?

If teachers taught, why didn't preachers praught?
If a vegetarian eats vegetables, what does a humanitarian eat?

Why do people recite at a play and play at a recital?
We ship by truck but send cargo by ship
We have noses that run and feet that smell
We park in a driveway and drive in a parkway
How can a slim chance and a fat chance be the same,
while a wise man and a wise guy are opposites?
A house can burn up as it burns down
You fill in a form by filling it out
And an alarm goes off by going on

If Father's Pop how come Mother's not Mop?
And if people from Poland are called Poles
Then people from Holland should be Holes
And the Germans, Germs."

i have this in my pc..don't remember where i copied it from. but, whoever it was... this person sure open my eyes:)

-friends with the big B-

2010-07-12T21:08:00.002+08:00

Haven't write for quite a while.
*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*

Why do we always hurt the most when it involves people that we love?
Regardless of whether or not they love you in return. ..
I have this new rule about cutting off people who don't benefit you in any way. I used to disagree with that. How could anyone cut off their friends that easily? I believe we have something to learn from everyone. But, things happen, and i see world in a different way, now.
Should we really waste our lives on people who really couldn't give a damn bout us? If that person can't respect you enough to be honest with you, why bother? If that person can't appreciate the things i do for them, it's really the time to drop them off. Forget the opportunists who only remember you in times of need. The world ain't that small and there are plenty of other people who wouldn't be a waste of your time.

Don't we all love to read?

2010-05-25T16:54:00.001+08:00

and im back^_^

2010-04-28T16:33:00.000+08:00

Do you notice

You listen to everyone's problem but hide yours?
You can't walk straight without slipping a step?
You laugh at the silliest joke someone can make?
You eat non-stop like a pig?
You have weird quirks?
You don't know how to eat burger without looking like a big joke?
You think you are strong but actually you are insanely weak?
You cry over stupid things and it's bothering?
There are times it's too easy to please you while there's always a time you are difficult?
You are the most negative thinker I've ever met? yet, you are the most positive one too.
You nag a lot?

There's so much more about you that I don't think you know, sugar.
But I love you for everything you are.
That one I'd kill to let you know.

I do.
Love you.

-reposting-
yes, im back!:)

:sigh:

2009-11-16T02:09:00.000+08:00

in a guy that’ll be with me forever, i want someone...

who will not say anything, leave the house and buy medications for me when i’m sick.
who will go to my crib with his favorite DVD’s about Aliens and watch them with me the whole day on my birthday.
who will wait outside the shop until I’m done when i feel like shopping.
who will fold paper cranes for all the days we’ve been together and give them to me on our anniversary day.
who will make me laugh effortlessly, without him knowing it when I’m sad.
who will cook for me when I’m hungry.
who will stay quiet and wait until I calm down before saying anything when I’m mad at him.
who will smile sweetly and put his arm around me when I say I love him.
who will not his love for me directly but will show it through his actions.
who will not express his sadness but will be waiting for my return, when i’m away.
who will force me to use his umbrella, even if he gets wet; when I’m stucked in a rainy day and the only umbrella is so small.
who will invite me over to his house, but tells me that he will rest and that I can rest together, on his day off.
who will be a good provider and will work hard for the family.

and i found it in…someone i will never have.

(this is from a quiz i took at soompi. but since its soooo true,i decided to put it up, i mean, the main idea.)

2009-11-03T23:59:00.009+08:00

Sick of Love Songs...

2009-10-03T17:13:00.005+08:00

Mmmm mmm yeah
Do do do do do do do-do
Ohh Yeah

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cause right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cause you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this
(enough is enough)
No more walking round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Crying over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calendar I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Don't make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
I'm letting go
Turning off the radio

Cause I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin' you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?

Thats So Sick by Neyo. someone mentioned it on the cbox today and somehow...it slaps me hard. I'm missing him, i think. but, nahhh~~
so many things happen lately
but im not in the mood of telling. so yeah, i'll be back when im feeling like it.till then, may we be bless:)

future predicted!

2009-09-23T03:58:00.003+08:00



		I will marry kim hyun joong.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in sipadan in our fabulous Apartment.
		We will have 5 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a pink acura.
		I will spend my days as a wife, and live happily ever after.

-shortie-

2009-09-23T02:32:00.001+08:00

it takes two to tango.
maybe i, too, have to move on and find someone to hold on to.
tightly.

-lets learn more hanggul-

2009-09-22T12:53:00.001+08:00

i know i havent update since ramadhan..
penat, busy with raya preparation n stuuf...
so let me share wih u something else..in the mean time, ok?

Common Greetings/Terms + Adressing People
Annyeonghasaeyo! 안녕하세요! - Hello! (In a polite and honorific form)
Annyeonghee gasaeyo 안녕히가세요! - Goodbye! (In a polite and honorific form, said to somebody who is leaving.)
Annyeonghee gaesaeyo 안녕히게세요! - Goodbye! (Similar to above, but it's said by a person who is leaving, to a person who is staying)
Annyeong! 안녕! - It could mean Hello OR Goodbye. (Said to friends and people who are younger, a less formal way)
Gamsahapnida 감사합니다 - Thank You. (In a formal way, spoken to strangers, adults, etc.)
Gomaweo/Gomawuh 고마워 - Thank You. (In a non-formal way, spoken to children or friends.)
[In the Korean language, there is no actual translation for "You're Welcome"]
Ahjumma 아줌마 - Refers to an old(er) lady, usually in their late 30's or older.
Ahjumeoni 아주머니 - A more polite way to say ahjumma.
Ahjussi/Ahjushi 아저씨 - Refers to an old(er) man, usually in their late 30's or older. "Opposite" to ahjumma.
Unnie 언니 - Older sister (Said in perspective of a girl - i.e. a girl's older sister)
Noona/Nuna 누나 - Older sister (Said in perspective of a guy - i.e. a guy's older sister)
Oppa 오빠 - Older brother (Said in perspective of a girl - i.e. a girl's older brother)
Hyung 형 - Older brother (Said in perspective of a guy - i.e. a guy's older brother)
Sunbae/Sunbaenim 선배/선배님 - Somebody in the same "area" as you that is more experienced or older. In other words, your "senior".
Hoobae 후배 - Somebody less 'experienced' than you. Opposite of sunbae, or otherwise, your "junior".

Other Phrases
Jjang 짱 - "Best" or "Awesome"
Ulzzang/Uljjang 얼짱 - A person with a "jjang" face. Aka, a very good looking person.
Aegyo 애교 - "Charms" or "Cuteness" i.e. a person with a lot of aegyo is a person who shows a lot of "cuteness."
Gaeingi 개인기 - A special talent that somebody has. On shows and varieties, it usually refers to some hidden, quirky talent. Most celebrities gaeingi is a really good imitation of another famous person.
ShikShin 식신 - "God of Food," or something similar. Basically means somebody who eats a whole lot.
Naengmyun 냉면 - Korean cold noodles served in a cold, delicious soup!
Daebak 대박 - "A big hit", "a great success", or in other words, "awesome". If somebody says that the event was daebak, it means that it was a really, really, really good event.
Makne 막내- Refers to the youngest member, or last-born of a family. In SS501's case, Kim Hyung Jun.
Hwaiting! 화이팅! - It literally means, "fighting!" but in a Korean accent. It's used to encourage or cheer somebody on.
Babo 바보 - "Stupid" or something of the sort.
Saranghae/Saranghaeyo 사랑해/사랑해요 - "I love." (If it is said to a person, it implies "I love you")

Credits: soshi subbers @ soshified forums & triple s phillipines

enjoy:)

2009-09-15T23:08:00.002+08:00

ive posted hell lot of stuff of ss501 esp Hyun Joong on some web lately. thanks to the others, whcih i credited to lah:)

and im currently shopping for some gift! gile tak gile!lol.

nothing much to update.
tomorrow will off for annual berbuka puasa with bong n prolly jen too.

will update more when i feel like it:)

till then...

do not come back, u are sooooo unwelcome!

2009-09-15T20:55:00.003+08:00

ah, today its like, pelbagai-emosi-day.
sgt hepi sbb kelas sekejap je, n blh melepak dgn classmates kesygn, gelak buli shila (sorry shila syg!) and even menjahit manik sampai tak sedar masa berbuka dah sampai. (k, i sedar je, sbb nik n i tak menjahit pun, nyotnyetnyotnyet je lebeh..hehehe)
juge happy sebab HYUN JOONG dah keluar dari hospital!!!yipppieeeeeeeee!!~
and~~~ lusa nak balik rumah!!!i can't wait for the family gath n stuff. i just...can't live wifout my family.haih.

bosan, sebab ATM card rosak. duit tarak. asek rusak je kad maybank tu. i rasa kad tu tak berkualiti, tersepit kat wallet sket dah rosak chip nye.

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oh, menyentuh tentang frasa " UNKNOWN ARE UNWELCOME!" . i dah malas nak komen kot. makan tomato rasa masam sendiri lah.

kalau rasa i ni tak matang dengan meluah perasaan kat blog, or COWARD (wlpn org yg kata i coward tu berapa juta kali ntah lbh coward sbb tak bgtau pun diri dia sapa, dhla lawak nk kutuk i takde boinkboink water padahal taktau pun maksudnye.bodoh kot.mmgla i takde boinkboinkwater, i boinkboink pun takde, bodoh!)...sila jangan kembali. i tak pernah jemput kalian pun. NEVER! and, setakat mana matang kalian kalau kalian pun berbalas komen mengutuk kat ym n conf? oh, sila jgn komen apa2, sebab anda tak perlu perasan 'kalian' tu anda, kecuali anda memang lakukannye. apa kata org, makan cili terasa pedasnye? ah...macam tu la.

oh, perlu ke sampai i kena letak nama kat blog feed tu siapa yg unwelcome? perlu ke? letak pun muka kalian memang tebal kan? datang jugak.

again, malas layan!
__________________________________________________

and...

"YA...YA....WHATEVER!"
SHUV IT UP UR HOLE!

^ ^

2009-09-15T00:43:00.001+08:00

i want you to fight for me.
i fought for you and i am not planning to stop any soon.
how do i love, when its hurting me too much?

-resipi sup lobak merah berkrim-(wah,skema tepuk tgn utk diri sendiri!)

2009-09-14T00:03:00.003+08:00

Cream of Carrot Soup

Ingredients :

300 gms onions - mirepoix
300 gms celery - mirepoix
300 gms leek - mirepoix
2.3 kg carrots- mirepoix
300 gms butter
150 gms plain flour
4.8 kg litres chicken stock (4.8 lit water + 4 tbsp chicken stock powder)
3tsp tomato paste
3 nos spice sachet
1.2 litres milk

Method

sweat mirepoix in butter without colour.
add flour and cook gently for a few minutes. add tomato paste.
gradually add stock and spice sachet
cook for 45 minutes. remove spice sachet
blend and pass through chinois
reboil, add milk, check seasonings / consistency
serve garnish with cream and chopped parsley.

this is the carrot soup i love...n i got it from Bong..try it:)
and tell me about it,yep?

*dalam mode makan2, so tetiba nak berkongsi rahsia makanan kegemaran.
ps: sila berbaik dgn saya.mungkin saya akan bg rahsia kek sdp:P trust me, i can bake evil cakes!!hehehehe

-saya dan peluang-

2009-09-11T21:54:00.003+08:00

saya percaya bahawa semua orang mendapat banyak peluang.
ezanya, cuma sama ada kita mampu lihat peluang tersebut dan gunakan dengan sebaik-baiknya atau tidak.
saya bertuah kerana sering peluang beraa di depan mata.
saya selalunya cuba sedaya-upaya untuk rebut peluang tu.
kalau mampu, alhamdulillah..kalau tidak..at least saya takla menyesal (mcm kes hyun joong tu kan?)
sebab tu jugakla, saya percaya kita tak spatutnya dengki pada org len...baik kita bukak mata besar2...tingkatkan pencapaian diri, tak kirala bab apa.study ke business ke, cntan cintun ke, bab gleme ke, bab pakai baju cantik ke...blablabla
takkan la kita sbb jeles tgk org cantik kita g gunting baju dia kan?baik kita wat baju cantik jugak.
atau kata org berlagak sedangan dia tak buat apa pun, sebab kita tak leh berdir sama tinggi n duduk sama comel.kankan?
sila lah rebut peluang yang ada.
sekian mekaseh.pesanan penaja.

nak g smbg makan satay.

-faces from his past...credits to http://allkoreangossip.com-

2009-09-08T19:21:00.003+08:00

THE WORST NEWS!!!!

2009-09-08T18:17:00.005+08:00

im like, making my blog a twitter sub today!!(those pix are for those who questioned me, "why u like that boy so much la?so pretty oni!like girls like that!" Girls don't take off their shirt on stage, and has superb ab like him!:) )
i woke up with the best news, and what, shall i call it a day with the worst news ever???

hj is diagnosed with swine flu!!arghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
you can read it here
please please please, pretty pretty please, with lots lots lots of caramel on top, pray for his speedy recovery...

bitidabelyu, this is Super Junior!

and those two are the ones i like the most:)
the sujus' pix are from cari, by zeleia

oh my!please please, let Hj recover real fast...*hugs n kisses*

-suju memang kesayangan!-

2009-09-08T17:29:00.003+08:00

ok, tetiba bila i backlog blog ni kan...macam dh jadi umah korea kecil-kecilan je
mcm, kalau stok kedai punye taraf, i ni kira mcm budak kecik yg jual pemedam kat kelas lah!orang lain dha lama bukak megamall, i msh jual barang harge dua posen.heheh. takpe...biarla, asal i bahagia.boleh?

sapa tak knal suju angkat tangan? oh, ramai ye? jap g i tepek pix dorg ek...

tapi hari ni i treuje gle gatal gatal nak tepek somethg yg posted on cari.com....yg dorg amik dr tpt lain (credits below)
nah, baca.ni kira mcm traslation dr apa yg dorg reply kat elf la..elf tu nama dorg bg kat peminat dorg...comel gle ok?comel pun tak comel camtu tau picit picit pipi sorg sorg sampai lebam kang baru tau!

ps. pls take note that leeteuk calls himself angle tuek here

ELF: who are you~ i'm ELF~who are you~?
Heechul: how can u speak in an impolite way?

ELF:Eunhyuk oppa are u watching low-class movie? heard just got stuck!
Eunhyuk: I'm watching DBSK's wang dao wen! got unmasked?

ELF:kyunhyun oppa your eyelashes are open so naturally, oopa so handsome
Kyunhyun: I also think so, hehe, I very handsome

ELF: Uncle Teuk!!! is your age suitable to be called an uncle??!! KKKK
Angle teuk: HOW CAN I BE!!!!! I'm a oppa!!!!!!!

ELF:Oppa.. regardless anything just say something....??please please please???
Kyunhyun: something

ELF: Donghae oppa!!! really!!! getting married with an ELF??!?!?!?
Eunhyuk: I disagree to the marrage?

ELF: oppa. so refined and handsome,did you eat something special?
Kyuhyun: I ate your love for me, causing me to get drug

ELF: Flowers.Pretty.Boy.Continous.Lock.Horrors.Incident!!! you are the best!! ^0^~~~~~
Heechul: Your seeking death~

ELF: oppa?? all your fans who are my friends recieved your reply and have been boasting about it in front of me
Heechul: You should go and boast now. Dont lose out to your friends

ELF: super junior silly~ childish~charming~^0^ chindish super junior~~~
Kyunhyun: Reflection!(i think he meant same to you)

ELF: In radioshows please appear more! kyunhyun!
Kyunhyun: Hyungs dont allow me to interupt..?

ELF: Kangin must hold responsibility toward leeteuk!!
Kangin: i would hold responsibility even if you dont say it

ELF: Leeteuk is mine
Donghae: he's mine....

ELF:teuk oppa. so poor thing. get bullied everyday.
Leeteuk: NO!! it's kangin who get bullied!

ELF: Is cinderella HanKyung's or Simba's?
Heechul: Am i an item? *_*

ELF: Oppa, Marry U very Handsome~!! always 13~ Remember!?!? We love you! ELF will prepare something for you! be prepared to get touched till you cry!
Leetuek: laugh cannot?? must cry??

ELF: There is only 13 members in super junior right?
Kyuhyun: There is 14~ from leeteuk to Elf

ELF:No matter who say anything, we will protect super junior
Kangin:When did it become ELF protecting us? SUJU should protect ELF

ELFidnt you say it will be only 13... so irritating... so tiring...
Angel Teuk: tired of keeping that promise... sorry ... i will hold on to that promise as i'm the leader.

ELF:getting worship, and having to face oppa... what did you get?
Heechul: my mum's nagging, getting angry, electricity bills, dropping of results, but forever ELF

ELF: Complete me. Stay with me
Kangin: Are you crazy? stay with you?

ELF: Is there a time where leeteuk bully Kangin?
Kangino i look like someone who would get bullied

ELF: Oppa, get hit by my love arrow!
Sungmin: i got shot already...

ELF: Oppa you are not suppose to go anywhere or change.
250: toilet too?
(ps i gt no idea wad is 250)

ELF:Oppa i bought a cloth shoe. bt it was in suchh a poor quality that everything is falling apart
Donghae: OMO! Where did you bought it from?we shall go together and exchange while holding hands!

ELF: Oppa. I cant sleep. the mosquito are the cause! Help me get revenge!
Donghae: Pass to me their address and name. i help you get revenge!

ELF: Because we love you so we apologise.
Donghae: Sorry because we love you more.

ELFt's always us touching oppa
Donghaet's your love and affection for us that makes you the ELFs

ELF: If my eyes arent opening for you. i might as well close them.
Leetuek: If we are performing on stage without your support, we shouldnt even perform

ELF: What do oppa eat for lunch?
Kangin: What if i said leeteuk oppa? will i get scolded?

ELF: Kangteuk is history. Euntuek is present.
Kaingin: Who are you??

ELF: Hankyung. i had a bet with my friend on the phone just now. If you dont reply. i can cant dinner.
Hankyung: i'm replying. dont neglate yourself.

ELFalling for Hankyung.Calling for Hangkyung. Your body shape so good. what did you do?
Hangkyung: Ask my mom.

ELF: hi Hankyung. I like you and i think you are a great person. jiayou! i will continue to support you.You must be careful. the acting career is very dangerous.
Hankyung: i just need to be myself. no metter what they do i'm still myself

ELF:Hangkyung, why did u reply the others except mine? i hate you. roll on the floor.
Hangkyung: get up. the floor is dirty. listen to me!

ELF: God. why did you play such a pank on us? ir u dont reply me i will roll on the floor.
Hangkyung:Get up.. So dirty... Why is everyone playing on the floor today.

ELF: Hangkyung Oppa. i dreamt of you many time already. i cant wait for your to appear in my dream naked.
Hankyung: Such a bad habit...

ELF: Is there such thing called love?
Leeteuk: Then what are we made of?

ELF: marry me
Kyuhyun: you must get permission from sungmin oppa first.

ELF: Oppa. i finally got the tickets. i will be wearing heechul's clothes. look out for me.
Angel Teuk: wearing heechul's clothes? from where?? oppa will find youZ

ELF: I love you. all 13 members will remain forever together. must stay happy
Angel Teuk: having the elfs we will be happy. i love you... must stay happy.

ELF:Super junior has to be proud to be such great singers.giving us elf hope. i love you.
Angel Teuk: Thank you.. if we dont have you we will be living for nothing.

ELF:Oppa are you really humans? Why are you so handsome?
Eunhyuk: i'm not human~i'm jewel.

ELF: wow! i got a reply! i can die without any regrets.
Heechul: is this your will??

ELF: we'll meet in your 3rd album.
Heechul:if you dont wait for us you will be in trouble.

ELF: hankyung. you must stay healthy, i sent u enough u dont have to reply.
Hangkyung: i replied

ELF: Grandpa.... beat you...
Hangkyung: so daring

Witch: God is filled with luck. where got so slim like you guys? only handsome.
Hangkyung: New type of god.

SR:http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_6025bbab0100empw.html
Translated from chinese to eng by: limminhyo@sj-world.net

sekarang mari kite kata mereka memang comel beramai2!!!hoyaaaaaaaaaayyy!!!!!!!!!!!

-good and bad news-

2009-09-08T14:42:00.004+08:00

bangun-bangun je, got this one sms from a fren about ss501 ank datang balik for their persona. woooot woootssss!!and time nak pergi kelas, got another sms kata kelas kensel. memang gembira takleh nak describelaaaaaa kan.hohohohhoho
tapi bila online, dapat tau jay dah quit dr 2pm...kesian dia. for the things that he had done 4 years back, due to immaturity, memang kesianla..not like dia tak buat public apology ke apa kan?sigh...kesian...mesti Hottest semua tensi...

oh, yesterday i went out berbuka wif wynn n sara. anual stuff. wish dora was there too. we had fun watching final destination in 3d coz i memang jakun gilerr kot tak penah tgk 3d *blush blush* we went to shop and tgkp lotsa pix kat mid bfo berbuka and balik. it makes me thinking, will it be another year? sigh...

i hereby mintak maaf dekat shark if it wasn't him.

2009-09-08T13:04:00.002+08:00

First and foremost, i kena jawab beberapa komen.
a) shark: oh, really, it wasnt u?my bad then, sorry. deepest apology if that's really wasn't u. i can't really remember who, but someone told me Tony was u. so, if u r not tony, then yeah, the post before was not about you, sorry. and ive nothing against you if so.
b) sino: so? if shes ur cousin, what should i do? *tak faham relevan info itu* im not making friends with people who talks about me, behind me. and I DIDN'T PUT MY BLOG ON PRIVATE BECAUSE SOME OF MY FRIENDS, ( AND MY SISTERS TOO) TAKDE AKAUN UTK LOG IN IF DORG NK BACA. SO TEPAKSALA DI PUBLIC KAN....
c) menumpang gleme? i tak rasa gleme pun.kalau menumpang gleme mesti i dah gleme sekarang. and i bekawan dgn wife artis? motip sangat i nak bangga sebab i kawan dengan wife artis kan? mesti muka i masok paper masok berita jam 8 masuk melodi kan?eeee....bestnye bestnye!!!!ye, ada i kata amalan i byk ke?hahahaha.dahla malas nk bckp dgn org yg tak bernama, which lagi la coward la kan?

dahla, malas nak panjangkan cerita. sorry to who was offended by my last post. yawn. i have better things to do. like,....pergi menumpang gleme org!weeeeeeeeeee~~~~

-quick post-

2009-08-27T14:41:00.001+08:00

-lil bit here and there-

2009-08-27T04:06:00.003+08:00

DELETED
NOT THAT I'M AFRAID OF ANYONE OR WHAT SO EVER
BUT THAT I'M TIRED OF DEALING WITH RUBBISH.
YOU GUYS CAN KISS UR OWN BACKSIDE.

-bf's megan was a male-

2009-08-23T02:02:00.002+08:00

so many things to write,so little time.
sigh
but im so happy
to be at home is indeed a bliss.
and mr bf, being comel, rupenye stalk hyun joong n ss501 so he can get the latest bad news bout them to tell me.(i guess he is waiting for the news of hj mati kna h1n1!)
so yesterday he called n told me about hj n ys kantoi smoke n naek taxi dgn two women yg nmpk mcm slut.huhuhuhu
mmg nak kena sunat hj ni!
n u baby, megan fox was a guy.bluek!!!nothing defeats that!
bluek bluek bluek.

ok, slamat berpuasa semua!
will write more bla free.
rindu nk update, really.

h1n1

2009-08-13T12:57:00.001+08:00

“Hendaklah kamu menanam bersungguh-sungguh tujuh tahun berturut-turut, kemudian apa yang kamu ketam biarkanlah dia pada tangkai-tangkainya; kecuali sedikit dari bahagian yang kamu jadikan untuk makan.

[48] Kemudian akan datang selepas tempoh itu, tujuh tahun kemarau yang besar, yang akan menghabiskan makanan yang kamu sediakan baginya; kecuali sedikit dari apa yang kamu simpan (untuk dijadikan benih).

[49] “Kemudian akan datang pula sesudah itu tahun yang padanya orang ramai beroleh rahmat hujan, dan padanya mereka dapat memerah (hasil anggur, zaitun dan sebagainya)”.
hidith riwayat thabrani

http://nasbunnuraini.wordpress.com/2009/01/20/kisah-nabi-yusuf-mentakbir-mimpi-2/

sudah lama termaktub akan bencana yg sedang kita hadapi.
apa lagi?

not reading n not writing make me a stupid girl.

2009-08-13T12:08:00.002+08:00

lamanye la tak update blog.dah nak sebulan kot. lagi sehari dua nak sebulan.
takpela, update sket hari ni. sementara umur masih 24.
erm...
sgt busy kot lately.
dgn intern kat SKBD.
dahla keja manyak
dahla murid comel takleh blah
dahla ada murid hensem dah budget esok lusa jd heratbreaker terkemuka
dahla semua pandai bijak bijak
dahla semua rajin bertanya
dahla bersih kemas
dahla geram nak picit2!

laterla update pnjg2
kurang larat.
esok masih ada satu observation..pastu mmg sure nanges mata merah gle kot sbb kna tinggalkan budak2 kesayangan. pastu kua g mamam kat umah aunty.pastu Sat pergi kareoke-ntah-camne-nak-eja dengan Jo n the gang. too bad pakcik juna n naz cannot make it. Sunday pergi makan kat OU dengan muny n the girls. wah.
cara celebrate kemerdekaan dgn puas ati.hahaha

oklah, will update more later.
ps:yes, i miss rambling.

- a day out wif supermommy,supermik,superprincess n superbaby-

2009-07-19T18:24:00.002+08:00

yesterday was fun.
woke up in d morning, after receiving kak anim's text. i was suppose to go out wif some frens tapi dorg malas mandi awal, so dh lambat, dah panas. sah sah i malas jalan ke masjid jamek time panas ok.
haha
so planned to meet kak anim n the kids at The Curve.
around 4++, Kak Anim sampai kat KJ LRT station to pick me up in the white car. i tatau nak expect keta mana dia pakai, so mata melilau sana ke mari. tau tau dia dh depan mata.hahaha.
agak malu sbb kelihatan seperti peninjau di lapangan terbang dok toleh kiri kanan. oh, kereta kegemaran ramai ni lebih bergaya bla dipandu oleh wanita. serius.wlpn driver sebenar menang hot guy award, tp lagi hot jika perempuan yg pandu. percayala kerana ianya benar. jd, wanita, sila beli kereta seperti ini skrg juge.

so sampai je sana, we had our late lunch kat TGIF, padahal dah Sabtu lagi nak bersyukur dh jumaat.apakah?

i had my fav mac and cheese as appetizer, share dgn superprincess.and i had sizzling chicken and cheese yang dh tak berapa sizzling. kak anim punyela sizzling beria sampai iman lari ke seberang sini takut.wahahahaha.habis cheese jd kerak. *gelak tonggeng tonggeng*

*look somethg like thisla..tp better.sorry,camera masih rosak*

oh, sementara nak sampai makanan tu, melayan mik n iman tengok menda2 yang dipamerkan kat rak sblh seat. selama ni i tak perasan pun apa yg ada kat rak tu. i rasa org lain pun mayb tak perasan. sampaila smlm, br sedar apa yang ada kat situ. hehehehe.

darth vader-"he is the bad guy,"Mikaeel.
Stormtrooper-"and this is the nice guy,"-mikaeel

we spent the rest of the day lepak kat tpt permainan kat ikano tu. yang sebelah petshop tu la. hehe. dgn mak budak mak budak skali naik marry go round ke apa nama menda yg ada beetle terbang pusing pusing tu. then main masak-masak dgn both of the kids. it was fun, really! they are so lovable.
and talked to kak anim about butterfly sleeves aka flying squirell. hahaha. ok,inside joke, wanita sekalian sila pastikan anda tidak memakai apron di laur kitchen,skian terimakasih.
lepas penat berlari-lari sekitar the curve, kna balikla kan.takkan nk jd guard kat the curve tu plak.sgt tak berani. iman yang comel tu plak macam ada aura tau kami nak balik, siap baring kat lantai hahahaha.comel.
kak anim dgn baik hatinye telah menyusahkan diri anta balik hostel.wuwuwu.sedeh susahkan dorg n sedeh nak tinggalkan budak2 comel.
menyanyi main sorok2 dalam kereta was never that fun!hahaha.

-veetamin-

ps:oh, ive lost the crown!i meant the pendant!yep!i dukung rifa'ie then tau tau je pendant dh hilang, padan muka i. mesti sakit badan rifa'ie sbb terkena. sian si montel tu.
i dh order balik the same necklace. told u im crazee.
and ps2:i miss u.big time.

=score one=

2009-07-16T21:32:00.003+08:00

yes!!!
i finally got the necklace!a crown for a queen. hahah, inside info.
this time i bought it myself, not a present or anythg.

facing some difficulties lately, wif school and...him,of course.its endless.im tired.

but i cant help but smiling when frens popping out from out of nowhere everyday.
one day, to give me a box of delectable, again. ok, kali ketiga dah makan, tapi msh belum jemu.tp saya cuma suka yg coklet. iaitu yg love love atasnye. yg katun lain saya tak suka.kali ini si sheep yg atas kek bericing masam manis tu, dihadiahkan kepada Myra:) bersama riben kek yg satu lagi tu, yg berperisa sama.adake satu je kek coklet????cis!!!

and last nite, a fren, texted me, pujuking me to go MOS. sebab ada dancers nite. so i was like, takmo la kan?hahaha.
but yeah, i miss partying big time. growing old.

and today kena buat keja amal bakti sedekah amal jariah yang hanya memerlukan kerahan tenaga di skolah. takpela, tak berpeluh pun, menda yg boleh dibuat dgn senyap, i wont complain.

oh, kamu tau saya rindu kamu, baby!

Don't Walk Away, really..

2009-07-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

I could never leave you even if you asked me to
I could never say goodbye
Make you cry
Oh

I could never stumble with you walking by my side
I could never love you more than I already do

So don't walk away
Don't walk away
Don't lie
Tell me that you're gonna stay
Please don't walk away

If I made a promise I would stay by your side
It's only the beginning
I love you

So don't walk away
Don't walk away
Don't lie and tell me that you're gonna stay
Please don't walk away
Please don't walk away

Oh
When all the road is dark and dreary
You know my nature does not swell
This disposition must be washed away forever
So please don't walk away
Please don't walk away
Please don't walk away

But I could never leave you even if you asked me to
Now I could never say goodbye
Make you cry
Oh
Oh

=a day out=

2009-07-11T21:07:00.003+08:00

was dead busy.
and dead tired.
was at school for the whole day on wed, didnt sleep well on thurs nite, friday nite tak tdo jugak....jumaat plak pegi merambu.
hahaha

part merambu serious takde complain:P

dr skolah directly went to taman bahagia to meet bong and jen. masuk je dalam kereta, dpt text dr kak anim. tanya kenapa tak online lama dh. waaaa....busy la!!!harus ke ditanya soklan menyedihkan itu?directly called her, ajak join, too bad her brother in law tibai kereta, so, takde lak transport.

we went to itallianies kat curve tu. poyo sgt nk jugak order wlpn dh diwarning bahawa makanannye portion besar gle kan. ambek kau! tak terhabis.hahahaha.

around 4 sampaila kat umah kak anim. borak borak borak. bermain dgn gembira dgn the ever so lovable rifa'ie, adorable princess and charming young man mikaeel. melayan mik tengok gambar-gambar gajah, sementara tunggu cik iman bangun n selepas penat menggomol pipi gebu rifaie. then kak anim ajar sket2 chord gitar. wahahahaha, ye, saya pakai gitar biru itu. eat that!
lps tu play n play n play, n makan n makan n gelak gelak, tau tau dh jam 9 lebih!

balik je bilik, trus tertido tak sedar2 sampai today. omg!whole body is aching, man!!!!! nak pergi massage pun tak larat nak bergerak. so i slept the whole day.

pengisian hari ni cuma dgn tidur, makan, and lipat baju! lame yg amat!

-dear bay-

2009-07-05T19:06:00.002+08:00

no offence, but somehow i think she looks like u in this pix
peweeeeeeeeeett
sexy bayyin eh!!!
sama hokay
!!!!

july wishlist

2009-07-04T01:23:00.002+08:00

i nak flats marc jacobs ni...esp yg pink stripes tu
(salah hanis letak kat blog dia kasik i terlior)

i nak yg ni juge, a crown for a queen:)

-as far as the eyes can see-

2009-06-26T20:06:00.002+08:00

went for my eyes check up tadi...
and alhamdulillah...
semua dh clear
my cornea dah takde kotoran ke apa...

turns out masalah yang i hidapi adalah...

glaucoma and keratisis

glaucoma is about tekanan pada mata and its very dangerous since boleh mendatangkan risiko kehilangan penglihatan. nauzubillah...

keratisis plak is a condition in which the eye's cornea, the front part of the eye, becomes inflamed. The condition is often marked by moderate to intense pain and usually involves impaired eyesight.( oh, kantoi pemalas nk baca...men tepek je dr wikipetahdia)

tu dlm report tu la...tataula kan
nauzubillah
scary ah!!!!!!!!!!

=its a month to mourn=

2009-06-26T19:31:00.005+08:00

first of all, i bet u've heard about Micheal Jackson?
what say you?

qouting xiaxue's on her twitter

I wish before he left he could have told us one less time he's not everything we liked to accuse of him of.

quoting kak anim

Raihanim Noran "Did u ever stop to notice, this crying earth, this weeping shore?" - Earth SOng, MJ. nothing wud put him more at peace than knowing that the changes he was tryna make, is brought forward by those who love him..

and i'd say they said it best.
world as world it is; bila dah mati baru bertimbun orang kata suka, orang bagi penghargaan. macam kat malaysia lah, dah mati bersepah pulak anugerah. hmmm.

i've always admire MJ, big fan, im ready to say it to anyone's face, anytime.
despite all the accuses yang orang lontarkan kat dia, we deeply know yang dia memang legend. and despite the fake face blablabla *gaya la artis lain tak bedah sana sini..* kita tau dia ada bakat, dia penah buat changes blablabla.

tapi serious menyampah gile, semua org nak mengaku minat, semua org nak mengaku sedih, padahal time dia hidup, hampehhhh~

MJ for me, is a symbol of someone with talent, too many talents, that its wasted by people around him, all out of envious. and yet, a symbol of someone wif money but not the happiness.

ah, life is as life it is.
may you rest in peace micheal jackson.
Al-Fatihah...

ps: baru beberapa hari lepas buat joke dgn kak anim pasal her hubby's shades dan kaitkan dengan MJ....sigh...

june is a month of loss. first the kungfu man, then farah fewcett, and now MJ...

i'll update on my eyes later. toodles!!

-lets learn some hanggul-

2009-06-25T00:42:00.001+08:00

since i've been watching a lot of korean series n stuff lately...here goes...

Hi ♥- Annyung haeseyo (Ahn-yuhng-hAE-seh-yoh)
Bye ♥- Annyung kyeseyo (--Kyeh-seh-yo)
Thanks ♥- Kamsahamnida (kahm-sah-hah-mnee-dah)
How are you ♥- Chal ji nae shu sso yo (chahr-jee-nAE-shuh-ssuh-yoh)
I'm fine ♥- Ne (Neh)
Good night ♥- Annyung hi joomoo se yo (ahn-yuhng-hee-joo-moo-seh-yoh)
♥Extra♥
One- Eel (eer)
two- ee (ee)
three- sam (sahm)
four- sa (sah)
five- o (oh)
six- yook (yook)
seven- ch'eel (cheer)
eight- p'al (pahr)
nine- koo (koo)
ten- ship (sheep)

-spare my beau-

2009-06-24T16:23:00.005+08:00

oh my!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

baby's co worker is one of those quarantined for h1n1!!!!
omg!

but he is in malaysia while my beau is in oz.
eh,, thats make it worse!
oz got so many cases, got die ones somemore
ayomaaaaa!

im damn worried ok, joke aside.

=i hate birthdays=

2009-06-23T23:23:00.001+08:00

Mr boyfriend and I had a long talk. Well, not really a talk-talk talk. Just a mere talk. U get what I mean? Of course you don’t.

One of the Qs is how I want to celebrate my birthday this year. Since this is supposed to be my last year here and all. And that Mr Bf might not be able to come back… (or that we might be fighting or maybe not even a couple then…sigh… I know, u might say im a weirdo, but hell, I’ve been thru this phase over and over again that im too tired of everythg ok?) so he wants me to be able to celebrate it happily, plus the fact that it’ll be on my last day of last internship, insya Allah.

So then I said, I’d want it to be simple, with just the close and love ones.

But then, it’ll be problems. My close and love ones are from different cliques, ages, races, blablabla. I’ve friends with white hair literally and I’ve friends yang tak habis sekolah lagi.hahaha. how leh?ive frens yang gile masak, gle sukan, gle tarian, gle hiburan, gle puisi, gle study..blablabla. seriously, it won’t be as easy. I remembered last august I think, (was it, jen?) we gathered at genting..ah, the situ was awkward. Tho its fun. But yeah, that’s what u get when u pu a teacher to be, a doctor to be, a debater cum singer, a real joker, two dancers and two someones in a room. Add more, and it might be chaos.hahaha.

And the next prob is…will they even remember? Will they spend their day?

Ah…now it turns bad. I told him, its always a bad idea to drag me into my birthday business. I hate birthdays. Mine especially, and others, occasionally. Mine, coz it makes me sad, and thinks a lot, esp about being a year closer to the grave, of course. Others’ because it makes me full of hatred. Yes, im green of envy. And it makes me sad when I think of it the other way, sebab macam kesian gle org tu. Hahaha. Or mayb sedih sebab I tak boleh celebkan utk dia? Or mayb sebab I rasa dia makin tua? Ah, I just hate birthdays.

So, yeah. Im full of tears right after the topic which made beau panicked. Tau takut. he supposed to know best that I hate birthdays.

but hey, thats just me.hehehe

btw, kenapa ramai nk add i kat twitter padahal i bukan someone yg dikenali?memang semua org kena camtu ke?like sukati add. u guys sure ke nak dengar org membebel tuka stat tak kire masa?

-skt mata skt mata go away go away-

2009-06-22T14:57:00.004+08:00

last friday was something.
seriously somethg that i'd never ever forget.

urgh!

even nak ingat pun terasa sakitnye.

the night before, macam biasa...downloading some stuff...edit pix, dating di alam maya dengan kak anim...merapu..kongsi cerita. bergayut dengan mr boyfriend. all of sudden mata rasa mcm kabur gle. i was like, "oi, dh ngantok sangat ke ni?" and terus tido lah kan.

the next day, i woke up, sebab nak separa mati kesakitan mata!
rasa mcm kena toreh2 biji mata. i even thought my biji mata dah bocor ke apa kan! time pejam sakit ini plak time bukak. memang trus g mandi,minum sket n it get worse!

i kept on crying n screaming my lungs out.literally. siyes sakit ok! im not one of those yg sakit sket dh tejerit2...tho memang i takut sakit. sebab, i dah biasa sakit. clumsy me, rmmbr?

tp ni kes SANGAT sakit.

lepas solat jumaat, my bro took me to the nearest clinic, gle ah jauh nak mampos!!during that time, i dah tak boleh bukak langsung mata. my eyelids dh kembang bengkak mcm kuih apam tapai. lids atas dh tutup bhgn bwh, siap kena selak guna jari!seriously!!!!!!!!!

then, direfer ke hospital, ke EMERGANCY WARD; to be exact!!! lucky me, ive my mom with me, yang sabar je la layan karenah anaknye yang tak tau malu tepekik terlolong nangis sakit mata. kna sorong naik kerusi roda ke eemrgancy room tu...and lepas tu direfer ke bahagian pakar mata. still it sucks. sakit taktau nk describa macam mana.

yang bestnye, doctors semua tu cina, and they talk chinese, budget aku paham ke apa kan!!!!!!!!!!! bla la doktor dora and doktor dodo nak bekhidmat berbakti ni kat mesia ni???

so, do not ask me whats wrong with my eyes, i still have no answer for it.

this friday kna wat check up lagi, so yes, ive a week mc.hahahahaha

for meanwhile, i dh boleh bukak mata tp tak boleh lama2 fokus satu tempat nanti trus automatik terjuling!and tak boleh pandang cahaya, mata berair sangat2.mr bf is getting nervous, he plans to vst me. tapi sahla mak i tak bagi, siap bgtau im doing ok dah. cis!

ps: doktor kat timberland kata "u've beautiful eyes"...motip???dahla mataku kembang bagai!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=near death exp?=

2009-06-21T13:13:00.002+08:00

will eloborate more when im fully recovered
for now, lets say i'll be at home till next sunday...hope collge wont make any big fuss out of it.

ah, can see auckland down there.
is that u dora?
miss u vbig time.

and the previous post, please, sapa2 kat lua tu takyah perasan tq.
sbb its all my rabtings about those kaya ladies.
u kaya meh?
so-so oni rite?
parents oni rite kaya all.

chiao.

=tatu&mayadarinadahlanhina=

2009-06-19T00:49:00.003+08:00

Ok,check it out, maya darina dahlan hina! eh, dahlan hines. My car is way better than yours. hahahaha.
ok, enough of MDDH moment.
watched first Class all the way and tetiba keluar wiessmann gt ni.one of the car yg i sgt adorela.
tp nak masuk mimpi pun tak mampu.
kalau mcm audi tt tu, mcm...bolehla paksa msk.
yg ni mcm..sebut pun kna bayar.hahaha
sleek no?
haihs

watching the show makes me wonder...
certain orang ada kemewahan tak terjangkau, tak terfikir pun oleh otak kita.
percutian mewah?
maksudnye, tinggal di bilik yang menggunakan kos 12k euro.oh, itu baru penginapan...jangan tanya aktivitinye.
sedarkah kita, sebenarnye kitatak semewah mana?mungkin patut show macam ni dilihat oleh certain manusia yang perasan dirinya berada ditahap kemewahan macam paris hilton. padahal pakai syampu cap ayam.whatthefark.
yang berlagak bercuti ke sana ke mari padahal taktau org lain juga sudah ke sana cuma malas memenatkan mulut bercerita. atau kehebatan memiliki sebuah kereta honda padahal megah mana je la honda. kot pakai brabus aku diam gak ah kejap.

tapi, mana perginya orang so so called kaya maya daya raya ni?oh,bukan mayadraina,tu mmg penipuan sapa bodoh pecaya akutatau la.
kalau diorg 'wujud'kan diri diorg...bg balik 1% apa yg diorg ada tu pada masyarakat kan elok?
takde dah la orang kejar siput babi untuk dibuat bbq,lauk makan malam berlilin.eh, candle light dinner translate jd mcm tu ke ek?

ah,takde moodla nak menulis
tengokla jam tu pukul berapa
dah nk siang
oh,rindu baby alya
esokla upload pix.

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/worldnews/article-1193384/What-did-expect-Incredible-face-revealed-man-tattooed-girl-56-stars-asked-three.html

nah, something for the mind to think.
takkan tertidur tak sedar orang cacah muka?
takkan tak bincang banyak mana?
dah jadi wanita sarkis,mintak ganti rugi!
tatu adalah kebodohan yang menyemakkan di hari tua, percayala.

=sorry,lama tak update dgn sempurna=

2009-06-17T00:02:00.002+08:00

jangan tanya kenapa lately hanya ada entry lame.
jangan tanya kenapa sekarang hanya update lapan ploh lapan hari sekali.
sebab takde jawapan.
sebab takde benda nak cakap.
hanya rapuan kosong.

akan kembali meng'update' dengan panjang bila sudah tiba ke kampus.
insya Allah.

ps: lately penat gelak bla chat dengan kak Anim hampit setiap malam.its fun to talk to someone yang bijak, sebab sangat muak dah bercakap dengan orang yang hanya tau cerita pasal dirinya, pasal kawan2nye yang kaya, pasal dirinya yang banyak duit tapi banyak masalah!huh!or pasal pakwe bersepah2 segenap alam kejar dia. duh!ah,nantila huraikan.takde hati even untuk mengumpat.

=(esp for jen,lina,nina,anne..and whoever yg rjn membelibelah!)Beware of fake e-shop=

2009-06-13T18:06:00.005+08:00

U guys might remember, I've wrote somethg about tergila-gilakan selendang/shawls yang Cik Iz jual tapi takde rezeki nak beli. remember? yelah, tenet dengki gile kot sebab salu je hang pastu orang lain buleh beli dulu:(( dahla lawa, dahla sikit je,dahla ai nak, dahladahlah!!!

So being the same me, yang tak boleh tak dapat, I went blog hopping la kan, tried to find something else yang boleh buat hati I dupdapdupdap macam tu jugak. Until i terjumpa satu blog ni, niha...

http://ladyandshawls.blogspot.com (don't bother to click on it, she removed it!)

...jual selendang yang lawa-lawa...and the best part was, ada selendang lawa macam Iz jual tu!!omg!omg! of coursela kan cepat-cepat order nanti habis mcm kat blog Iz jugak camne?nanti mimpi terjun katil kejar India jual karpet coz nak tanya ada stok selendang tak camne?????
i ordered a numbers of shawls...and email her as soon as possible tho i was like, "eh, peliknye, hanya melalui email, takde pun number phone ke, chatbox untuk tanya pun takde!!takpela, yang penting beli selendang lawa pewiiiiitttt~~~

too bad, im having some stupid problems with my M2u account so i tak boleh transfer her the money. i was thinking, "oh, takpe, email her, and tell her i'll transfer the money on Sunday coz i'll be in town then."

yesterday...i was damn shocked bila terbaca post kat blog Iz pasal blog Cik Shafy ni. katanye la namanye Shafy. Ya Allah, nasib i tak bank in lagi tau! I plak dah clever clever go ask my dad tolong bank in kan sebab takut nanti lambat, Cik Shafy g jual selendang impian I tu kat org lain pulak! nasibla sempat text my dad supaya tak payah g atm transferkan duit tu!

Alhamdulillah, nasibla i terbaca blog Iz, thanks sangat2 kat org yg bagitau Iz tu. FYI, Iz ni salah sorg blogger yang ada jual selendang kadang-kadang, bukan la semua post dia pasal jual selendang je.

blogger penipu aka Shafy ni plak, kononnye dah hutang orang. so dia bukak blog palsu, ambik pix dari blog-blog orang lain, and ambik order...bila kita bank in, duit tu akan masuk ke akaun kawan yang dia hutang tu. eeee...bagusnye cara~

Bila dah kantoi, dia tutup blog tu, alasannye duit untuk bayar kawan dia dah cukup. and dia akan bayar balik duit semua orang yang dia tipu tu. eh eh eh.ye ke? macam mana nak contact semua orang tu?pelik kan?

here is the email she sent me, CLICK TO ENLARGE k?jgn tanya awat kenit sgt plak,piat tinge sesia je karang hehehhe...tengokla, ada diskaun, siap ada free delivery. time tu i syak wasangka gle. tapi...nak sangat selendang tu, i alpa. nasib tak tertipu!

so, u guys, beware tau!

=weh,terharu seyh terharu=

2009-06-12T16:23:00.002+08:00

and someone added today,....

Ur best feature 2 me are ur eyes.. Cuz they 'read' all my problems potpetpotpet, rantings, n helmethead stories til mata masing2 nak terlelap2 baca n menaip at d same time.. Haha..

these ppl lah kan, taktau la kan, nak menjaga hati i ke apa kan...tp serius buat i terharu smp meleleh hingus.
eh, grossnye kamu!
haha
padahal mmg berhingus sebab selsema tak baik2 lagi!

kena dptkan sijil kaunselor bertauliah ni!

=and I felt much better=

2009-06-12T01:55:00.003+08:00

today, someone said,

" the best feature of u is your ears...it might not be perfect, but it listen to us. you don't know how much that helps."

seriously, that's the most beautiful thing someone had ever said to me:)

and it seems bad that even though my ears listen, my mouth never seems to help to lift up the burden in my heart.sigh...

my sayang masuk hospital!

2009-06-10T14:09:00.002+08:00

there was once, beau said," Ah, back and forth to japan..koea japan korea japan la ni?tak lama lagi kena h1n1 la tu!"..and he was talking about HJ

and todya, i found out that 8/6 HJ was hospitalised, found unconsious. demam. waaa..third time in 6 months ok?sedih gle aku!!!!!!!!!!!!

-i just love being at home-

2009-06-10T02:43:00.002+08:00

im having a bad flu:(
was out lepaking wif eez,izyan n their mommy at Merdeka Palace for few days and a couple of nights. went here and there, even visited Rossey's family for lunch n had fun toyying with her son, Rayyan...
and im having fun lepaking at home
cuti is bliss
seriously
too bad for u guys who hate it at home.
and beau sent me a vidclip's url that makes me laugh endlessly.hahahha
love u,syg:*

ahhh...not feeling like writing anythg up, so yeah, im better off to bed after i finish downloading this movie for my sis.haish.

=it's my fav guy's bday!=

2009-06-06T02:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR HYUN JOONG
MAY THE LOVE AND HAPPINESS YOU SPREAD
GET BACK TO YOU IN A BETTER WAY

i sound stupid,i know.but seriously, i've never like someone famous this way. and since J curse him with h1n1, i think he deserves more love..and hugs and kisses from me.hahahaha.

im kinda down for a moment, coz i hate it bila org perasan melulu, mcm nak simbah air ais jek kat muka dia. but he's rite la kot.but again, hello.hahaha
then, i remember my prayers...for him to go ashtray..haha.nola, for him to get out of my mind if he wasnt mean for me,which he obviously takla kan.
J made a big fuss of it bla tau, but when he saw his pix, he laughed uncontrolably! like, "takkan u suka budak ni over me? apa dia ada? be real,baby.."
o_O

so i had fun talking to kak anim, as always...tonite belajar cara buat char kue teow!wohooo,bong im so gonna kick ur ass in cooking.yibbbaaa!!!!!!!!!~ and when she said she was thinking to make me as one of the first filter (inside term), i was sooo touched. wow, terharu kot!!

and had fun merapu wif bong too.

eez texted me, so yeah, tmrw, imma meet eez,yan for a movie wif acong. weeeeeeeeee!~

ok,nak tdola.nite guys
happy bday hj!
xoxoxoxoxo

=somethg u lose=

2009-06-06T01:06:00.000+08:00

u will
i promise u

release me...

2009-06-05T02:20:00.002+08:00

i said, take my mind away from him he's not meant to be. yet, why?
am i suppose to be happy tonite?
shall i sleep in smiles?
i chose to be sad instead,for i know this is so not gonna be a good tunnel to go through...
sigh.

its all good.

2009-06-05T01:15:00.001+08:00

About Me:
My life has been an interesting one. I've done things i'm extremely proud of and things i wish i could erase from my memory and past. My accomplishments are nothing to scream about (in my opinion) but they mean a lot to me.Everyone i've ever met have had an effect, one way or another in my life.Some influenced me, some taught me how to change and most didn't even know they were doing it. To these people i say thank you. I may not like some of you but i'm indebted to you. The people who are important to me and who i love are of course my family n friends. My dad (for teaching me how to survive), my mom (for teaching me to believe in myself), James (for making me feel i'm needed all the time) and Yuri/Yuy and Aeth (for never letting me feel lonely). My wonderful “sun”,”sunshine’,’baby’ who understands whatever and no matter what. I'd be lost without him. My Girls, who i grew up with, cried with and lived with. Amy(my conscience), Ani (my voice of reason) and Ima(my strength). Shira,Jen,Enab for being there when i needed guidance and a place to run to. Without these people, i wouldn't be who i am. So for those of you, who want to get to know me more, just ask them. I promise you, each of them will give you a different answer. I live for the moment, in the moment. I seldom plan just because it's tiring and dissapointing when i don't get what i want, when i want it. I just go with the flow, less stress lah!!! So basically, this is me now. Who knows, it might change somewhere down the line. Here's hoping...

Who I Want to Meet:
Someone nocturnal, like me. Someone i can talk to or stare into space with until the sun comes up and then we can proceed to snuggle in the comforts of an extremely dim-lit room until the sun goes down. Someone i can be stupid with. Someone who can tolerate my nonsense and jealousy. Someone who gets jealous from time to time. Someone who can control me. Someone who can read me. Someone who I can sing to and who can sing to me and who falls asleep in my arms. Someone i can cry to and who can make me feel better. Someone who i can manja with and is equally as manja. Most importantly, someone I'll never feel lonely with. I have spent most of my adult life looking for this person until recently. I stopped looking and very nearly gave up...

somethg from my fs:)

ps:and bayyin sayang, we r on that level.the one uve asked.

they call it crush coz it hurts.they call it love coz it kills.

2009-06-04T03:30:00.003+08:00

do you know how it feels when suddenly u notice a voice comfy and soothing enough u don't want to live without ever listening to it again?
and every words sounds like a lullaby u don't even know how to sleep without one anymore?

three years back it was just a mere playful crush. it was meant for no harm. but less than a week back, it starts to rumble n kills me inside. i can't stop but wondering...
WHAT IF...
sigh

help me. let me forget about it if it is not suppose to be this way. if it's gonna led me no where, please, let me get over it soon. please.please, Ya Allah.
it hurts. damn much. and i can't talk to noone about it for its kinda listed as tabboo?hahaha. but yeah, told Bayyin bout it. and yuy, but she scolded me.hahahhahaha.yelah,lawak kot.

=had it been that little while..=

2009-06-02T02:37:00.003+08:00

i had my moments of hwang bo and hyun joong for a while, and im guilty for loving it.
i love being myself. i love being a competitive freak.
i love being taken care of, and taking care of.
i just LOVE.
enuff said.

2009-06-02T01:32:00.000+08:00

i dont know.i just feel like putting this up.

=for someone i love=

2009-05-31T21:48:00.002+08:00

THANKS TO YOU WHO WILLINGLY SPARED YOUR NIGHT, TO TEACH ME ON HOW TO DO IT, DESPITE THE HEAVY EYELIDS. AND FOR HAVING SUCH A THOUGHT, TO NOTICE HOW DEPRESSED I WAS NOT TO BE ABLE TO PERFORM WELL. I WAS SURPRISED, YET VERY HAPPY.

THANKS.
MAY ALLAH REPAYS IN A BETTER WAY FOR YOU.
AND MAY THIS BE THE STARTER OF EVERYTHING NEW AND HAPPY.

TQ,
vee

++DO NOT READ UNLESS YOU HAVE A HAPPY FAMILY++

2009-05-28T23:34:00.003+08:00

theb post before is what he wrote, somethg hes not good at. something dia tak buat selalu. and for that, walaupun menggeramkan menjengklkan kutuk ai kawkaw i simpan la jugak.hehehehe

That came earlier, so i keep it here for its a dear, one day for sure, losing it i fear.

hah!

i can rhyme!!!

ps: i can't wait to go home. mom said she has prepared everythg for me. yes, be jealous, be very very jealous! i have a good loving happy family! she even ordered the shrimps from nelayan mana ntah. knowing i'd be bashing to dapur once im home. hahahaha. yes, kalau lapa camne pun, i'll tahan. normally won't eat la..so bla balik kelaparan n boleh makan masakan mak. hahaha. my dad pun mak kata dah siap basuh porch, tebang2 rumput susun susun pasu bunge. macam nak sambut menantu pulak! and i'm sure my sisters will cepat-cepat kemas rumah atas (which only me je dudok situ..hahaha) sebab kaklong tak suka mengemas. and wahyu, the love of my life, macam biasa, dah lama penuh dah peti ais tu. theres one thing about my little brother. dia akan simpan soemthg for me bla dia dpt or beli. beli coklet, simpat satu utk kaklong. my dada beli aiskrim satu bekas, simpan skt utk kaklong. sudahnye penuh petiais. bila mak buang or alihkan, mulalah wahyu bising. menangis2.
ye, dah jadi kebiasaan balik je tengok peti ais penuh dengan benda-benda yang tak lagi boleh dimakan. hahahaha, comel kan?
ye, memang family saya sayang saya. sila cemburu kalau family kamu macam sampah. sebab tu saya kata jangan baca, jangan baca!degil.padan muka kamu.

You are sweeter than sugar.

2009-05-28T22:31:00.002+08:00

Do you notice

You listen to everyone's problem but hide yours?
You can't walk straight without slipping a step?
You laugh at the silliest joke someone can make?
You eat non-stop like a pig?
You have weird quirks?
You don't know how to eat burger without looking like a big joke?
You think you are strong but actually you are insanely weak?
You cry over stupid things and it's bothering?
There are times it's too easy to please you while there's always a time you are difficult?
You are the most negative thinker I've ever met? yet, you are the most positive one too.
You nag a lot?

There's so much more about you that I don't think you know, sugar.
But I love you for everything you are.
That one I'd kill to let you know.

I do.
Love you.

superduper rindu.

2009-05-27T01:32:00.002+08:00

hahaha, i showed him this pix i got from cari.com earlier and he dies from happiness.hahahaha

yes, baby, i miss u. very much.
wud u cut ur hair this way so u guys wud look definately the same again?
hahahahahaha

i just miss the quirky moments wif u.
i miss the way everythg is.
i just miss u.
for no reason.

-its all about-

2009-05-24T02:55:00.001+08:00

ITS ALL ABOUT LOVE
ITS ALL ABOUT FRIENDSHIP
LET'S DO THIS SOMETIMES!

PS:the guy wif shorts is MINE MINE MINE!

-hurt-

2009-05-24T00:39:00.002+08:00

i have to terminate my Facebook account, for a while.
and i have to change my number.
will let you guys know the alternate.

Aunty masuk hospital yesterday. J called while i was taking a nap. so i went to teman her sampai Ed and Uncle sampai. nothing much, just too exhausted. so i didnt attend Gadoh. but it's okay. being with Aunty brought smiles to me.

J IS mad. adn im badly hurt. enuff said.

thank you...

2009-05-21T02:18:00.002+08:00

When we talk, when we finally open up to each other, i feel more secure. Thanks for having a faith on me. I know its hard for u to talk about it, especially when you are not who you used to be. but trust me, what ever it is, i'm still here for you. you know i always do. And knowing that you opened up to me tonight, its more than anything.

Let them go, let them be. For all your kindness, you are now free. You are bigger than that so, take a step ahead, show them that they are wrong. Definitely wrong.
Just please don't stop believing. In yourself and in others.

Big hugs.
-there's still some love for u here, called friendship-

=mengejar ayam jalak di pagi hari=

2009-05-19T16:37:00.005+08:00

i dah ada pakwe baru!
hensem siot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tapi kami dipisahkan oleh budaya
dan jarak
camne ni?
takpelah, mak kata tawakal pada jodoh

eh, apa jadik pada bf lama?
oh,disimpan tetap, tayar simpanan.hahaha.

sapa nama pakwe baru?
Kim Hyun Joong.

kenapa?
eh, takmo lah bgtau..
hello, tak tak, saya tak mnt dia dalam cte BOF watsoever tuh.

everythg he was in We Got Married mmgla buat saya rasa nak heret dia g sunat skrg n esok heret g umah tok kadi plak. sukati je aku, manatau dia lom sunat?!oh,smlm check dh sunat dh. eh eh.

ok,kwn2.family tercinta. anakanda takkan pulang ke hometown kampung terchenta oo oo oo balik kampung yaay yaay pada hari pertama bulan jun ni, sebab anakanda tersyg hendak pergi berjumpa dengan boyfriend baru,k?
nak check dia dh hafal doa qunut belum sbb nak ajak pegi kawen cpt2. takleh tahan nak gomol pipi gebu.

ok, lucah vee lucah.

g tdo skrg.

ps: ahad lepas letak stat YM, "mari mengira berapa kali taik lalat kelaur di 8tv" dengan memaksudkan si bob..skalik, ramai plak mereply dgn jwpn serba boleh
antaranya my two lecturers!
wooot!wooot!!!

and inche esel telah mengatakan saya ni 'senteng sebelah!' as in s.e.w.e.l.hahaha
oh tidak.

baeklah.tdo skrg.

=may you and your kononuberrichubercoolfrens go to hell=

2009-05-16T02:55:00.003+08:00

ehem ehem.
lama dah tak menulis.
busy membusykan diri.
ye, busy sampai kuku pun tak dikilatkan.
burok sudah kuku i,beau. sila balik, tolong i buat manicure, please.

well,
agak malas untuk bercerita, cukuplah nak kata, "I won't low my standard to your par. So, yeah! Get LOST from my sight!"

harusla aku pun berpatah arang berkerat rotan.

oh,apa?kaya sbb ada bisnes satu tu je? hahahaha. u are too low. TOO LOW!

=Sila tunjukkan KEMALUAN anda disini=

2009-05-11T01:55:00.003+08:00

kalau before ni tengah malam skt pipi gelak dek freakazoid, mlm ni sakit pipi gelak dek Kak Anim. ada-ada je rapuan bergema.
haha
she mentioned about nak kurangkan balik berat badan yang naik time pregnantkan baby rifa'ie tu. so i suggested her pill kentut yang Iz cerita kat blog dia satu masa dulu.
habisla keluar idea merapu kami yang gross.
hahaha
yela,korg imejin, makan pil tu, akan kentut byk kali, sambil keluar fatty acid.
eyw, kan?
imagine la asyik terkentut2 dengan bunyi cecair fatty acid tu keluar, eyw..."Preeetttttt"...hahahaha
burok seyh, dahla perempuan! kentut bunyi gtu, bertalu-talu. tak syak lagi akan dikensel dari senarai calon menantu pilihan!
dhla kena pakai pad sebab imaginela kalau tak pakai, nanti seluar basah. tp bukan sebab bocor period,ada darah. ni plak transparent, omg! yucks!!!
pastu sebab malu, menyorok dalam toilet supaya orang tak dengar bunyi kentut.
tapi sebab toilet tu takde perabot,so ruang kosong akan buat kentut bergema. hahahaha
habis satu dunia tau kau kentut prettttt prettttt hahahahahaha
pastu kalau salah tempat fat yang dibakar mcm mana?
kalau fat kat bontot camne?
seluar mu akan longgar gedabak di bahagian ponggong tapi di bahagian perut masih ketat,
imagine that.
haha
ye,ini cakap-cakap aja. kami takde ilmu la tentang pil kentut ni, jadi sila jangan tanya banyak2.ok?

oh,Kak Anim kata im the queen of MTM, muka tak malu. oh, sedihnye.
jadi sekarang juga akan menunjukkan kemaluan kepada khalayak.
eh,maksud i, menunjukkan rasa malu.hahahahaha

saya tak sabar nak balik bercuti~~
eh,random.

eez dpt masuk UMP.Yaay!haha,sian dia takde wayang kat perlis.lols.

oh oh oh..somethg is really wrong with my blogreel tepi tu.orang punya update ada yang bergerak,mostly tidak.
aik.
malas betul nk perbaiki.

=and i love u so=

2009-05-10T22:02:00.004+08:00

i'll be with you, comes hell or high water:)

and happy mother's day to all mothers out there...

ps:wynn telah bertanya soklan d' bomb tadik.hahahah.yes, cik wynn sayang, its true.
ps2:skrg jeles dgn cik wynn sebab puan zai dah jadi mak buyung..

-tak mengantok-

2009-05-09T03:05:00.002+08:00

it was a so-so day.
berkampung di kelas lagi..wat preparation.
had fun celebrating our lects' bday, the thing we always do..haih, tahun depan dh takde dh.
went back and tdo whole day. byknye la kerjaaaaaaaaaa~ stress!~~

nuar had just call. dunno whats his prob, nagging me nonstop. haihhh. harusku tarit rambut nua tok eh!hahaha, yes. he is the brother i've mentioned before. as annoying as my own brothers. as if i dont have enough monyet la kan?wahahaha. he was asking about nina. sangat penyibuk laaaaaaa!apek punya manusia.

syikin told me soemthing about mikhail which brought tears to my eyes. ala..comellaaaa mik. jen, bong, lets go kidnap mikhail n iman!

esok pack gle. eh, esok ke jap g ke.haha. dr 6am dh bz. kesian.

dahla iz nye selendang lawa tak igt. tak kira nak tibai gak sehelai.IZZZZZ!!!!I NAK SATU!!!!haha, gaya iz baca je kan.hampeh aku dh la malas g jenjln msjd jamek cari ada tak slndg lawa.ngaaa..MISS DORA-LIN yang comel, if u ada lah terbump here..sila jenguk page Iz tu..tp slndg dia dh abes la..heheh...i nk soh u tgk n bgtau bla nmpk yg serupa.nak beli:P

si syazwan ni bagi balik external i tak bg cover dia balik skali, ksian my external hard disc terbogel. malu dia. nak kena piat telinga syazwan ni.

dahlah ni jam 330 masih gelak beria dibuatnye inche Freakazoid. aduih.

cha, rindu ko. sgt sgt sgt.
esel, aok bah, klak mek belaja tetak sopan.
nua, sila panjangkan semula rambut anda.haha
mikhail, semoga membesar dengan sihat dan kuat. and jadi anak yang baik:)
mommies, HAPPY MOTHER's DAY!